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Guy bent over for an anal checkup

Guy bent over for an anal checkup

The Light Sleep

I woke from a light sleep feeling strangely horny I often have a raging hard on but I relieve this with a bit of DIY. I walked into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I studied the wrinkles and saggy skin turned on the cold water to freshen up. I splashed cold water on my face making me shiver.



I look at the mirror again as the water dripped from me I started as I saw a figure standing behind me. Turning around fast to see who was there. I was alone water still dripping from my face. I felt very uneasy about what I knew I had seen. I washed shaved dried and left the bathroom. Making sure it was still empty as I left. I walked into the kitchen to get some breakfast as felt someone or something touch me as I opened the cupboard. Again I was feeling uneasy but I knew I was alone I got eat sitting in a chair with the back against the wall. />


Still uneasy I went into the bedroom to get dressed. As I removed my pyjama bottoms I felt a cold hand touch my cock end making it stir. I jumped back and rushed to get dressed I knew this wasn t happening what could be happening. I had lived in the flat for 2 years without anything happening before.



I moved fast to get ready for work and left slamming the door behind me. Leaving who ever or whatever it was inside. I felt better in the open. More secure but not alone. I walked for 4 minutes until I reached the underground station waited for my train and got on. It was very full for the time of day so I stood at one end of the carriage alone except for a guy about my age.



The train left the station and made its way to the next station about 3 minutes away. A little way into the journey the train stopped between stations the lights dimmed and went out for w few seconds. As the lights came back on the guy standing next to me was smiling at me. It was a smile that took me off guard. As he smiled he turned towards me so no one could see and stroked his cock. It was hard and making a tent out of his trousers. I stood there shocked. The train moved again and finally got to the station. The door opened and the guy walked towards the door as pasted me he turned and made a comment bout seeing me tomorrow morning.



The rest of the day was uneventful except for some strange smiles I was getting from some of the guys who worked in the building. I didn t even know some of them. At the end of the day I decided to visit the local cinema just off the main road where I worked. It was a Wednesday and it was showing an adult film called the Virgin Night. It was about a young girl while walking home gets chatted up by 2 guys who finally take her to the local park and take her virginity.



I entered and stood at the back waiting for my eyes to become accustomed to the light before choosing where to sit. I notice that there were about 50 guys sitting a part from each other. I found a seat by myself took my coat off and settled down to watch the film. The film started with the young girl walking down the road when these 2 guys walked up to her and started to chat to her. After a few minutes the guys walked off with her into the park and then the action started. I sat there thinking I wish life were that easy. The girl was very attractive short blond hair and a very nice figure. I was wishing I was there to fuck her. I hadn t been with a girl for sometime let alone fuck one.



As the action started I looked around saw no one was near so I stroked my cock through my trousers. Once again I felt that I was not alone. I looked around to see the nearest guy was a few seats away. The feeling was stronger this time but all of a sudden I could not move my arms. I was beginning to worry then I felt a cold hand touching my trousers. I could see the material moving under the pressure of the invisible hand. I sat mesmerised as I felt the zip being pulled down and then my trousers with my underwear being pulled down my legs. Off my feet and thrown a few seats way. My shirt was ripped off leaving me naked in the middle of a cinema.



Guys sitting around me came closer to see what I was doing. Some had their cocks out stroking them while watching me. They sat there watching me as the invisible hand wanked me slowly getting faster and faster. My cock responding to the hard wanking it was receiving. No one said anything just watched in amazement. The wanking was so aggressive I was lifting my hips off the chair trying to control the pace. The invisible hand left my cock and I slumped backing in the chair. Suddenly I felt fingers twisting my nipples I screamed in pain. A sharp high pitch scream making everyone turn around to see what was happening.



A guy gasped as he saw me looking down as my cock was lifted off my stomach and the foreskin was rolled down up and down. I could see my pubic hair move as the invisible sexual beast sucked my cock down its throat. I could only think it was its nose that was making the mark. I dropped my head back ready to scream again when I felt a large hard cock enter my mouth and down my throat in one swift movement. My hands were freed and I was able to move with the cock still in my mouth I felt in front of me and found an invisible shape. A perfect form curves of cheeks bring them forward I found the large hanging balls to go with the cock.



I was being fucked by at least 2 invisible guys. Ghost aliens magic I didn t care this was the best incident I had very experienced in my whole miserable life. The 2 cocks left my body and I was forcibly moved until I was hanging over the chair in front of me. I saw some guys getting closer to watch mouths opening in disbelieve cocks in hand wanking. As I looked around in this obscene position I felt my head being pulled back and a cock enter my mouth again. I am sure the guys nearest to me could see my cheeks bulge with a cock. Some guys had the clearest view as my arse cheeks were pulled apart and my arse hole open up as a cock was forced into me. The cock was pushed in pulled out and in again. I am sure they could see my hole open and close as I was being entered. This went on for ages as I was being abused or just fucked or just enjoying being used as a male pussy.



Both of the my fuckers came at the same time spunk was dripping out of my arse and mouth as the cocks were with drawn. Guys around me gasped as they realised I had been fucked by something invisible. One guys told me it was amazing to watch someone being fucked but not seeing who was doing the fucking. I was given my clothes back I dressed walked out and finally got home on very unsteady legs.



I got in undressed and turned on the taps on the bath. I tested the water and got in. I sank down into the water and looked at my abused body. Bruises were growing where I had been gripped and held. I could still taste the spunk in my mouth and as I washed I could feel spunk dripping out of my arse. I hadn t been dreaming 2 very large cocks had fucked me over and over again. I had no idea who had happened done it but I didn t care either. I washed dried dressed and sat having a drink thinking about what had happened. The room seemed very still calm alone.



Later I decided to go to bed got ready and pulled the quilt over my aching body. I slept lightly waking when I felt movement on the bed. It couldn t be happening again not so soon after the last assault. This time I felt more hands pulling the quilt away from my body fingers ripping my pyjamas off with more fingers pinching and probing me. I was just a puppet to these things that had no intention of stopping until they had all fucked me and made me drink their spunk. I shouted out at them to stop all I felt was a slap on my arse and a finger probe my depths quickly after.



I was fucked and sucked all night. I had no idea how many guys there were. The strangest thing was to watch my hand wank and invisible cock. My fingers didn t reach around the base it had an enormous cock head. I soon realised how big it was when it was forced into my mouth a large hand held my head and I was face fucked until I drank all the spunk that was washed into my gapping mouth.



It wasn t until daylight before they left me to sleep. Covered in cum cum drying on my skin in my hair seeping from the corner of my mouth. I was too weak to go to work I phoned in saying that I was not feeling to well. I dosed all day not sure if I was going to be woken again. One part of me wanted it another part scared that they might take it too far and fuck me to death. I laughed to myself thinking that was the best way to die being fucked but not a gangbang of oversize cocks.



I returned to work a few days later I had been woken at night but only for nice easy fucking nothing rough only one guy. I still had no idea who was behind all this strange experiences. I knew when they were around as other guys would look at me in surprise as if I had touched them made them hard and horny.



I m still in the same house living by myself still having the mysterious visitations by my wondrous fucking machines. I don t want to move just in case they come with the flat and I lose out.


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Skinhead twink reveals his true gay self

Skinhead twink reveals his true gay self

Relief for Sore Muscles

Every now and then I have these fantasies. They involved me and another guy sometimes more than one. I never think too much about it. I usually have the fantasies lying in bed in the morning. I d think what it would be like to take another man s cock in my mouth and suck it until he came. I also wondered what it would be liked to have another man fuck my ass. I ve never followed up on these fantasies. Well actually once I put an add on Craigslist offering to suck another man s cock. But I never followed up with any of the emails I received. I guess I was a bit nervous about acting on my fantasy.



A few weeks ago I was traveling on business and staying at an upscale hotel in downtown Denver. It was a very nice hotel one with a complete gym. After my meetings one afternoon I headed to the gym for a workout. I m not a gym rat but am in pretty decent shape. And to be truthful I have often fantasized about accidentally exposing myself to women or men. And I admit this is a fantasy I have acted on but never successfully. But I had no such thing in mind this particular day. My plan was simple: a quick workout shower a drink in the bar and than dinner. I figured to turn in early and catch an early flight in the morning. It turned out I was the only one in the gym.



I was almost finished with my workout when this guy came in. He was about my size in better shape and admittedly handsome. I was sitting on a bench across from one of the pulley/weight machines doing some curls with a dumbbell. He did some stretching exercises than came over to the machine across from me. Straddling the bench he reached up for a cross bar and started to do some shoulder exercises his hands and arms stretched above his head. He was wearing an old Key West tee-shirt and baggy shorts. As I looked across at him my eyes focused on the shorts. The openings around the thighs were pulled away from his legs. That s when I noticed peeking out from beneath the shorts was the cut head of his cock. He apparently was not wearing underwear. I quickly looked up and saw that he was looking at me. I don t know for how long he was looking at me but he was smiling. I nodded hello and continued my workout.



When I finished my workout out of curiosity I walked around the gym to pass by the guy in the baggy shorts. Sure enough he was lying on a bench working his chest the head of his cock still visible. As I got to the door he finally spoke Have a good evening he called.



Thanks you too I replied. That was the extent of our conversation. I returned to my room and jumped in the shower. The muscles in my upper back and neck were really tight from the workout. I was hoping the hot water would loosen them up. It didn t. I was still sore. Since it was pretty warm outside I put on a pair of shorts a polo shirt and sandals and headed to the bar.



As I rode down in the elevator I thought back to the guy exposing himself in the gym. I d have to remember that. I could easily do the same thing for men and women. I was sure I had baggy shorts. As I mentioned exhibitionism was another one of my fantasies. I d always think about it even set is up on occasion. I d try to do the routine flashes. You know the basic hotel maid thing or leaving the blinds/curtains open in a motel with a window to the parking lot and people randomly passing by. The thing was just like having sex with another man it was really just a fantasy. I d always back out. I d open the blinds but than stay dressed or back in the darkness of the room. I d put myself in the position but try too hard to control it waiting for the perfect moment that would never come. I couldn t just let it go. I couldn t stay naked in the room with the curtains opened or for that matter actually answer the replies to my Craigslist add. I d take my fantasy just so far than get cold feet. But still I thought the baggy pants thing was good. I d just have to convince myself to do it and not back out. But I knew I could never fulfill these fantasies. I could not let go when the time came. With that the guy in the gym passed from my mind. I was hoping a drink would help relax my neck and back.



The bar was pretty much empty. It was still early in the evening so I wasn t surprised. The bartender was an older guy friendly enough but not a great conversationalist. I knew that from previous visits. I ordered my typical an Irish whiskey with a bit of ice and was sitting quiet sipping it when I felt another presence. It was the guy from the gym. He sat one stool away from me at the bar. Other than a quick glance I really didn t pay him any mind.



A good three to four minutes passed before he spoke. I recognize you from the gym did you have a good workout.



I turned to answer. He was dressed much like me with shorts a camp shirt and loafers without socks. Yeah not bad although I m still a bit sore from it I think I need to exercise more. I smiled and turned back to my drink.



I don t know He replied. You look like you re in pretty good shape to me.



With that we actually began to have a conversation. First we discussed our travel and business and then moved on to where we were from and our families. I m divorced he was married.



By now I was finishing my second drink. But the conversation was good. Sometimes spending a lot of time away from home it s good to talk to people even if they are strangers. The bartender had been no help so talking to this guy was good. I downed the remainder of my drink and ordered a third.



When the bartender placed the drink in front of me I tried to stretch my neck and back. Damn it s going to be a long trip tomorrow.



So you re headed out tomorrow and your muscles are still aching. He smiled but seemed sympathetic. I ve done that myself travel in pain. It s not pleasant. Maybe I can help.



Even after the two whiskeys that caught my attention. I turned full toward him on my stool. What do you mean I asked.



Well a number of years ago I took a couple of classes in massage. Nothing fancy just some basic techniques. He moved onto the stool that separated us. I ve continued to do massages for my friends mostly backrubs for the guys I play golf with. And occasionally I ll do a complete massage for my wife. She loves it. It s nothing sexual just a muscle relaxing thing.



So I said a bit confused. You want to give me a backrub here in the bar? I was more than hesitant we were sitting in a bar in a downtown Denver hotel. I was sure getting my neck and shoulders massaged by another guy at the bar would look just a little weird. But than again I had already had two whiskeys and my shoulders back and neck were still very tight and sore.



No not here He replied. We could go to one of our rooms. You take you shirt off and I ll have your neck and back feeling better in no time at all.



I had to admit it sounded good. He seemed pretty confident he could relieve the soreness. And that was clearly all I was thinking about. I thought for just a minute. I really had no where to go except finding a place for dinner. And besides he had mentioned he was meeting a couple of friends in a little bit. OK I m willing to give it a try I said trying to convince myself.



Great let me call my friends and tell them I ll be just a few minutes late. I m in room 523. Give me a couple of minutes to make the call and come on up. He quickly got up off the stool and headed out of the bar.



I waited a few minutes taking a couple of sips from my drink. I didn t question what I was doing. Both of us had plans for the evening. He was married. The thought of anything beyond a massage never crossed my mind. After an appropriate time I quickly polished off the remaining whiskey and slid off the stool.



When I got to 523 he opened the door immediately. He was still dressed as before. I m sorry he said we never exchanged names my name is Bob come on in.



I laughed. Your right I was complaining too much about my sore muscles my name is Will. I walked into the room. He had a chair pulled away from the wall. I figured I d just sit in that and he would massage my upper back from behind it.



My friends are headed out I told them I meet them later. This shouldn t take too long. He smiled as I moved past. At first I thought we could use the chair but I don t think I can get to where I need from behind it. I think I ll just have you sit on the end of the bed. That should work fine.



I sat on the end of the king size bed. You might want to take off your shirt he suggested. I think I can do a better job without having to go through the shirt.



I pulled the polo shirt over my head as he moved behind me. The lotion he was using was initially cold and I jumped just a bit. He apologized. The room had a microwave and he used it to warm up the lotion. When he came back over and reapplied it the heat made it very soothing.



He worked my neck first and it felt great. Then he involved my shoulders. I could really feel the muscles start to relax. After about 10 minutes on my neck and shoulders he tried to move down to my back. But in the sitting position this was difficult. Finally after he tried a couple of positions unsuccessfully. I asked if I should lie down.



Yeah that would work he replied. I think if you lay across the bed on your stomach I should be able to apply the right amount of pressure on your back. I did as he requested placing my head on one side of the bed and my feet at the other. Bob was able to stand beside me. He could also stand at my head or my feet. He started working on my tight back muscles.



I loved it I think I even moaned a couple of times. The stress was leaving my body. Of course the whiskey probably helped I could feel it really kicking in as I lay on the bed. My eyes were closed most of the time. That s when Bob spoke up again Say Will since you seem to be really enjoying this and it seems to be helping. If you want since I really don t have to be anywhere for a while I could do a full massage. That is if you re interested.



At that point in time I hadn t given it any thought. However as I lay there the thought of a complete massage sounded really good. I rarely have massages but really enjoy the ones I do get. Sure I tried to answer through a moan. That sounds wonderful. I real was impressed with his ability.



Great why don t you get up if you can he smiled as he said it. You can undress in the bathroom and just wrap a towel around you. Once your ready come back and lay on your stomach again.



I did exactly as I was told. In the bathroom I stripped nude and wrapped a towel around my waist. Returning to the bed I laid down on my belly. Bob had heated up the lotion again. Now he applied the warm liquid to my back. He worked it from top to bottom and along both sides. As he drew near my waist he loosed the towel from my waist. While it still covered my ass it was no longer wrapped around me but now really no more than a drape. I closed my eyes and relaxed.



He worked his hands across my back with smooth strong stokes. Slowly he moved down toward my waist. I could feel his hands brushing the top of the towel that covered me. But I was so relaxed I paid it little mind. It seemed like he was folding the top of the towel back. Even in my relaxed state I felt the cool air of the room on my ass cheeks. His hands moved down across my waist and gently onto my ass. It seemed to be all part of the massage. I admit there was a sensual pleasure as he brushed my now exposed cheeks. The towel still covered the bottom of my ass and I was comfortable with that. With my eyes still closed my mind began to drift.



Soon he was working on my legs. He started with the right leg slowly working up from the calf to the thigh. As he reached the top of my thigh Bob s touch became lighter more sensual. He stopped once again to adjust the towel still folded from the top. Now he folded it up from the bottom. The towel couldn t have been more that 3-4 inches wide now and certainly wasn t covering much of my ass.



Bob s finger tips ran across my inner thigh almost like a gentle caress. They moved across my asshole and down to the perineum. His fingers were making soft circular motions as they brushed my skin finally reaching my balls. His gentle touch was now purely sexual.



I began to realize as Bob moved to my other leg that I was becoming aroused. As bizarre has this sounds I was becoming embarrassed. As Bob moved his hands up my leg again the strength of his touch lessening as he reached higher I was trying to think of a way to explain my hard cock. After all I thought this guy is married this is a routine massage like the ones he gives his golf buddies.



Once again Bob s fingers did their dance across my ass this time lingering a bit longer around the sensual opening of my ass. My cock grew harder. Then it was over.



Bob unfolded the towel and let it drape me again. Time to flip over he said rather routinely. I moaned and began moving slowly partly because I was so relaxed and partly to allow my cock to settle down. As I rolled to my side I continued to use the towel has a drape. My cock was now semi-erect but I managed to get on to my back without exposing myself. The full width of the towel covered my waist. Bob had to see the bulge beneath the towel.



Bob was heating the lotion again. I glanced around the room and then over at him. He had taken off his shirt. He turned and noticed my look I was getting a bit warm with the shirt on. Plus it kind of gets in the way I hope you don t mind. Without a second thought I turned my face to the ceiling and closed my eyes again.



He started with my left leg. As before when I lay face down his touch became softer the higher he went. Soon he was folding the towel again. This time I felt the cool air on my scrotum. He also shifted my legs so they were spread a bit wider. As his fingers brushed over and just under my sensitive balls I took a deep breath in and exhaled. Even though I felt my member growing I was still relaxed. I was letting Bob work his magic while I tried to think about absolutely nothing.



The process on the other leg was basically the same. Only this time as his hands brushed my balls and ass they went a bit higher. I felt his fingers run across my balls and over my cock still covered by the towel. My cock reacted appropriately jumping slightly at his soft touch. Bob s fingers moved back down to my thigh. He didn t move the towel to expose my cock. He seemed to be hesitating. I said nothing keeping my eyes closed and my breath steady I waited.



At least a minute past before I realized Bob was standing at the top of my head. Gently he placed his hands on my chest and began a slow circular motion. With each stroke his thumbs brushed against my nipples. As if key areas of my body had minds of their own my nipples reacted much like my cock growing hard with each touch.



Somehow the massage had changed. The subtle strength of his strokes had disappeared. Now the strokes were soft light and almost tender. He slowly massaged or perhaps a better description would be caressed my nipples each becoming rock hard. Then he worked his was down my chest to my stomach. For my part I was relaxed. I was letting my self go. I barely realized the change in the pressure. And to be truthful I didn t care. With my eyes closed and my mind clear I gave my body over to Bob s talented hands.



His fingers barely touched my skin as Bob worked across my belly sweeping lower with each stroke. Finally he brushed against the towel. But this time he didn t fold it back he simple continued beneath it pushing it lower as he went.. His fingers tickled my pubic hair becoming entwined in it above the base of my cock. My cock was now hard again and his fingers found it. Gently they brushed against it caressing its length. Bob moved from behind my head to standing beside the bed. Then he slid one hand back up to my chest and caressed my still hard nipples. His touch was sensual and sexual and I was responding. I felt an incredible urge overtake my body. Then without a word Bob pulled the towel that was serving as my drape off leaving me naked on the bed.



I opened my eyes in surprised and turned toward Bob. He was naked his cock hard. I m sorry he stuttered I couldn t help myself. I m sorry.



I didn t answer him. Instead I lifted my hand to his cock and guided it into my waiting mouth. It was warm and growing still harder. I used my tongue to moisten its length than I began to suck it. I had been on the receiving end of blow jobs before. Now I tried to remember what made me feel good. Bob began to thrust his hips toward my mouth. Has he pulled back away from my lips I flicked the head of his cock with my tongue. My mouth and his hips fell into a rhythm. Saliva leaked from my lips has they slid smoothly over his hard hot dick.



Bob was still caressing my chest while he grasped my cock with his other hand and began stroking it. My hips bucked slightly. I could feel our bodies tensing. I knew I couldn t last much longer. The sexual energy had been building for the entire massage. Now I knew I d have to release it soon.



I dropped my hand from his hard member leaving my lips and mouth in control of his cock. I slid my hand between his legs and grasped his ass pulling him toward my face. Then I slipped my middle finger up to find his asshole. My finger wet from his pre-cum and my saliva slid easily into his ass. Bob moaned and I pushed in deeper. I could feel in body tense. The cheeks of his ass tightened pressing my finger inside him. With another groan louder this time he came.



Hot cum shot into my mouth. I tried to contain what I could but soon the milky liquid was seeping out of my mouth and down my cheeks and chin. His hips bucked as he continued to cum. I pulled away from his cock as semen shot onto my face hitting my nose and eyes. My head fell back onto the bed as the shower of hot liquid subsided.



Bob quickly regained himself. He was working my cock hard. Now both hands were at my hips. One was jerking my dick the other caressing my balls and searching for my own dark hole. First one finger than a second pressed deep into my ass. I tried to push my hips down to meet the penetration. I pressed my cheeks together as my orgasm overtook me. My loud groan was followed my bucking hips and semen shooting over Bob s hand and onto my belly. It was so intense I thought for a moment I might pass out. Warm cum pooled on my stomach running down into the pubic hair around my shooting cock.



Bob somehow remained standing. I took a number of deep breaths slowly regaining my senses. I managed to lift my head off the bed again. And again I found Bob s now limp cock and licked the drying cum from it. Bob bent over and returned the favor taking my softening cock full into his mouth. Then he stood straight up and took a deep breath. Bending over my face he kissed me on the lips.



We kissed softly at first and then our tongues tentatively touched. It was gentle and sensual. I brought my hand behind his head and pulled him down to me. Our kiss became more aggressive more sexual our tongues in deep exploration.



Bob broke the kiss. He moved away from the bed and into the bathroom. I remained naked on the bed essentially covered in cum. After a moment Bob returned with a wet warm wash cloth to clean me up. The warm cloth felt great. I closed my eyes and drifted off.



When I awoke after maybe ten minutes Bob was just finishing dressing. He still had to meet his friends. Without a word I got up from the bed and got my clothes from the bathroom. We dressed in silence barely glancing at one another. Finally I broke the silence. That was wonderful I said looking deeply into Bob s eyes. I think I ve been waiting for that my whole life.

It was certainly the most intense massage I ve ever given he replied. And the first that ended that way. We both laughed a bit self-consciously.



Traveling down to the bar in the elevator we were again silent. Then as he went to meet his friends and I went for another drink we parted. But before we did we shared out emails addresses perhaps to meet again.



I m writing this from Boston. I m on another business trip staying in yet another hotel. But this trip promises to be different. I m slipping on my new baggy high hemmed shorts sans underwear and heading for the gym.



And tomorrow Bob arrives. I still have a couple of man to man fantasies yet to fulfill.


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Young gay boy in a blowjob action

Young gay boy in a blowjob action

Cyber Love

I met Ken on the web in an online chat room. I wasn t sure if he was gay or straight and in the beginning it hadn t mattered. We found we had a lot in common and I really enjoyed talking to him. We had exchanged emails early on in the friendship and it wasn t uncommon for him to send me one at work with either a funny antidote or just to say hi. We no longer were hanging out in the chat room we had progressed to IM each other as I said he was fun to talk to.



It was about three weeks into the friendship when I discovered his sexual orientation. It had become our pattern to hit each other up after work to talk. It was after midnight and had yet to hear from him. Was surfing for some good porn looking to get off before turning in for the night. When I saw him sign in as was our custom last in first to talk so I waited to see if he was up to talking.



Ken: u still up?



Rob: yeah can t sleep how bout u?



Ken: just got in went to a club after work man it was a disaster



Rob: want to talk about it?



Ken: u sure u want 2 hear?



Rob: yean man what r friends 4? Spill it



Ken: it was horrible man I was looking to get laid no luck till I started talking to this chick man she was hot.



I had my answer straight damn.



Ken: and I was sure I was going to get lucky till her bf showed up man I m horny as hell



Rob: loll same boat dude



Ken: loll really?



Rob: yeah was surfing for porn :p



Ken: tired of getting off alone thou dude



Rob: let s get off 2gether



I couldn t believe I had made the offer but my cock was throbbing and it gave a twitch at the ideal. Ken didn t answer right away was scared I had offended him



Ken: I m game



Rob: cool- runs my hands down ur chest b4 taking ur penis in my soft hands I rub u up n down



Ken: dude that s hot – drops to my knees n takes ur hard rod n2 my mouth



I could tell he was new this but still I was about to bust my dick was leaking precum just from knowing I was turning him on



Rob: u touching urself?



Ken: yeah r u?



Rob: yes dude I m already about to explode



Ken: same



.Knowing he was touching his self was the final draw I shot my load into the tissue



Rob: dude I m Cumming already



Ken: loll I just did



Rob: loll



Ken: can we do that again sometime?



Rob: sure dude maybe next time we use the cam



Ken: I would like that nite



Rob: nite



There was many next times and we did use the cam watching him cum always sent my over the edge to my own release. After steaming up the computer screen for months we agreed to meet in person. We decided to meet at a coffee shop. I was pretty sure I trusted the guy but you can never be sure you know. I didn t know drinking coffee could be so erotic. I was hard just from watching him sip his coffee I found myself fascinated by the shape of his hands it wasn t hard to imagine his hands wrapped around my aching cock. He gave a little laugh I looked up into his eyes to see I wasn t the only one affected.



The coffee shop was around the street from a motel in mutual agreement we both rows at the same time. I paid the check as we exited the coffee shop. We checked into the motel we didn t waste time on pleasantries we just came together lips to lips. His were as soft as cotton velvety smooth the inside of his mouth was so hot and wet we were rubbing our tongues together. I couldn t get enough of his taste he tasted of the coffee we had just drunk but there was something more I couldn t get enough. We had our hands up each other shirts he was playing with my nipples and I with his. Our groins were pressed together. After months of just foreplay online it was too much I blew my load in my pants as I felt the tremors of my release I felt his body in my own do the same we held each other as we rode out the waves of our release. We looked into each others eyes and laughed like school boys.



We stripped down naked and moved the show to the bed he was kissing a trail down my chest pausing to take my taught nipples into his mouth I was hard and dripping. He moved down to stick the tip of his tongue into my belly button. My hips rocketed off the bed. He move down and gently kissed the head of my penis he stuck the tip of his tongue out lapping at my precum he licked down my shaft cleaning it of all my cum from my earlier release I was withering in ecstasy. He licked down taking my heavy sack into that lovely mouth of his. He ran the tip of his tongue around my bud before sticking it into the rim. He then began tongue fucking my tight ass. I writher in ecstasy my breathe coming in quick short pants. As he rubbed my aching nipples between his thumb and index finger. He gentle insert one finger into my tight hole. He slow worked into he could add another ad another. When he was sure he had prepared me for his invasion he moved back up taking my bottom lip between his strong white teeth he nibbled it before claim my mouth in a passionate kiss as his tongue enter my mouth he stuck the head of his penis into my ass all the way to the base. I was so aroused by his mouth I didn t feel the slightest pain. He pause his movement for moment content to devour my tongue for now.



I had never felt as content as I did with him inside me. We begin to move him taking me with long powerful strokes. It didn t take long before I was pushed into another shattering orgasm. The feel oh my ass squeezing him as I attend my release sent him over as well. When we came back to earth he smiled down at me before laying his face into my neck. His breathe teased my neck as he said to me: That was the best sex I had in a long time. Don t think I want to ever give up.



Told him he would never have two that was five years ago and we haven t been apart since.


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Diagnosis Murder Prequel: The Lovers

I was recently asked to write a story of how Jesse and Steve met. For fans of DM I have to confess I only started watching it after Jesse was already an established character and never saw how the series introduced him or how he and Steve first met. However I think there is a great chemistry between the characters and that they make a great couple. So this is my take on how they came to be lovers.



*



The sun was a bright gold in the cloudless turquoise sky. The sea was a shimmering azure with enough waves to make surfing enjoyable without being too challenging. However the small slim blond sat on his towel his board at his side unable to take pleasure in any of it.



He knew he should be happy. The move to Community General had been the best he had ever made. His learning had shot up in leaps and bounds thanks to the mentorship of Dr Mark Sloan. Mark was more than just his teacher. He had become the father he had never known and Mark s approval was important to him. Mark was also one of his best friends one he turned to again and again and yet at this moment Jesse felt more alone and isolated than ever before in his life. As open-minded intelligent and sharp-witted as Mark was this was one problem Jesse did not feel able to share.



Nor was it one he could share with Amanda nor with Steve. Jesse knew it was eating at him and he had to do something but there was no one in whom he felt he could confide.



He was in love.



He had been struck by the stunning blond from the moment they had first met. Each and every one of Jesse s buttons had been pressed and pressed hard. They had become friends good friends but nothing more. There was no indication Jesse s awkward advances would be appreciated and the slim blond medic knew they would be awkward. He had never approached anyone for a date that he had fallen in love with before. He had simply selected someone who seemed receptive gone out once or twice and then called a halt before things could get serious.



This time there was so much to lose if he said or did the wrong thing. So many people s friendships he valued were at stake. He was beginning to debate leaving the hospital finding another internship although he knew that was just running away. The more he had got to know the other blond the deeper his feelings had become. Not just attractive on the outside they were intelligent compassionate courageous and a trusted friend.



They were also a cop male and the son of Mark Sloan.



Steve Sloan the object of Jesse s unrequited love. No one at Community General knew he was gay. He knew it did not always go down well and the blond wanted to build his reputation before his private life came under scrutiny. That was why he felt so isolated so unable to go to any of the people he trusted most. As open-minded as Mark was Jesse did not feel he could reveal his sexuality much less that he was in love with the older man s son.



He pressed the heels of his hands into sky blue eyes that filled with tears. He did not know how to move on. How to keep spending time in Steve s company watching everything he said or did so as not to embarrass himself. It sometimes made him seem clumsier than he was and he knew it could only get worse. He scrubbed roughly at the tears before they could fall. He had to find a way of excising his feelings for Steve as anything more than just a friend or move on from the hospital. He could see no other options.



Hey Jess surf s up man.



Jesse started as the object of his dreams came to stand before him. Where the slender medic wore baggy Bermudas Steve had a pair of black Speedos that hugged every contour of the impressive package Jesse desperately wanted to examine with all the skill and care of his doctor s training. Instead however he immediately jumped to his feet his trademark smile on his face not letting Steve see his sadness.



Just enjoying the rays man he countered. Day off?



Rescheduled one they owed me. Dad said you were here so let s get to it surfer boy.



****



Steve stared with confusion and affection at the small blond bundle curled trustingly beside him to lie with his head on Steve s thigh.



Something wrong son? Mark asked watching with hidden amusement as Steve s fingers played with Jesse s hair.



I think there is Dad Steve replied. Something s bothering Jess but he hasn t confided in me or Amanda. Unconsciously still stroking Jesse s hair Steve looked up at his father to see a sympathetic look on the older Sloan s face.



I ve noticed too Mark admitted. But he hasn t spoken to me either.



Did another nurse dump him? Steve asked with a frown. Protectiveness washing over him for the small blond as always when he thought Jess could be hurt.



I think you need to put those detective skills to better use if you think he is always dumped Mark said enigmatically. I may be your father and a tad biased but I think you re a good detective. Put the clues together. Now why don t you take sleeping beauty to bed?



What? Steve gulped his hand flying from its comfortable niche on Jesse s shoulder where it had been gently massaging the younger man.



Spare bedroom? Mark said hiding his laughter. Put Jess in there as he won t be going home tonight.



Oh sure Steve nodded. He carefully scooped the slight body into his arms an unconscious smile playing about his lips as Jesse nestled close. He was so engrossed in ensuring he did not bump his precious bundle he did not see the look of fond exasperation on his father s face.



Steve put Jesse in the guest bed and knelt alongside the smaller man.



I wish you d talk to me Jess he murmured softly. He suppressed a gasp as sleepy turquoise orbs briefly opened and a warm smile spread across Jesse s face.



Love you Steve he muttered before his eyes closed again.



Steve remained where he was for a moment before hurrying to his bedroom. His mind was in a whirl as he stripped and flopped onto his bed. He sat propped against his pillows fingering his shaft as he replayed Jesse s words over and over.



Although Steve had married it had been because he had been told he was to be a father. Unfortunately there had been no pregnancy just a late cycle. As a consequence the marriage had failed and Steve had confessed all to his father. He smiled remembering Mark was proud Steve had taken his responsibilities seriously but had advised against any similar action again. The marriage had made both of them unhappy because it was for the wrong reasons.



Steve had often tried to convince himself he was bi liking women as much as men but he knew he was just lying to himself. He preferred men. However he was unsure how liberally minded his Dad would really be when it came to his own family. Mark was still quite a traditionalist in some ways and so and only his Captain knew he dated men as well as women. There was still a lot of intolerance in his line of work which made things even more difficult in regards being open. When the itch got too much he told Mark he was going out of town and took off to indulge. It made for a lonely existence at times.



His thoughts returned to Jesse and to his father s cryptic comments. Could Mark have guessed…? In a way the big blond would not be surprised Mark Sloan had a quick eye and quicker mind. As for Jesse…? Did the younger man mean he loved Steve as a friend a brother or something more? His erection cheered for something more. Pre-come began leaking liberally as Steve indulged in a favourite Jesse fantasy: the slender blond astride his body riding him to completion as Steve stroked the younger man to a mind-blowing climax. He gave a groan as his shaft throbbed appreciatively at the image.



Steve had not sought out a male companion since Jesse had arrived several months earlier. However he had only seen the medic date female nurses but it was a date or two and then goodbye. He pinched a nipple his hips beginning to thrust into his hand. He had done the same on occasion. His eyes widened: he had done the same on occasion. His hand began to fly over prodigious flesh Jesse s name a soft whisper on his lips. He came over his stomach in pearly strands. He languidly reached for baby wipes and removed the evidence of his climax.



He was a good cop and perhaps he had missed subtle clues because he had purposely not looked for them. He grinned. He intended to investigate the possibility of Jesse as more-than-friend. A smile on his lips he slipped into sleep a nubile blond featuring prominently in his x-rated dreams.



****



Jesse did not know whether he was in Heaven or Hell whether his dreams were coming true or he had lost his mind. For the last week Steve had been acting … differently…around him. He was still the same Steve Sloan to the eye but a hand on Jess s shoulder was accompanied by a squeeze and a thumb that rubbed the action seemingly hot-wired to Jess s groin. A large hand was often proprietarily in the small of his back as they walked together. Steve s eyes his smile even his voice were different warmer more sensual deeper. A part of Jesse was cheering energetically and feeling like the cat that got the cream with each lingering touch. The other was guilty about reading something into the actions of a friend that was not there.



He headed to the elevator only for Steve to appear and join him. Jesse knew Steve was standing closer than normal when the elevator shuddered to a halt between floors.



Steve made an impatient exclamation. He was pleased enough to be alone with Jesse but not in a stuck elevator. He hit the emergency button and growled who he was who was with him and their location. He then turned to Jesse and every protective instinct surged to the fore.



Jesse was white-faced his eyes wide and frightened and he was huddled against the far wall.



Jess Steve said softly. It s ok Jess. He moved slowly towards the terrified young man.



I don t like being in enclosed spaces Jesse whispered his voice shaky.



It s ok Jess Steve repeated drawing the shivering form into a tight embrace. I ll look after you until they get this thing moving again sweetheart. The endearment had slipped out unthinkingly and Steve winced hoping he had not gone too far.



S…sweetheart? Jesse asked looking up with eyes filled with wonder into Steve s oceanic eyes.



Sweetheart Steve confirmed and dropped his head to take possession of the lips he had coveted since first seeing the beautiful blond. A soft whimper meant the lips parted and Steve s tongue swept inside. Slowly he mapped every nuance of Jesse s warm wet cavern before teasing Jesse s shyer muscle into play. He tightened his grip as their tongues danced to music only they could hear. Slowly he eased them to the floor Jesse s back against a wall and continued his oral assault. Finally they had to part to breathe.



Oh Jesse Steve husked. I ve wanted to do that for so long.



I dreamt of you kissing me but it was nothing like the real thing Jesse confessed quietly.



We have a lot of wasted time to make up angel Steve smiled nibbling at kiss-swollen lips.



I…I have a confession Jesse whispered his voice so soft Steve could barely hear him. I ve you know I ve never…all the way. Jesse ducked his head shyly.



Steve s half-hard shaft surged at the hesitant confession. He had never taken anyone s virginity. He intended to be Jesse s first and last lover. He tilted the exquisite face to look at him.



I promise I ll take good care of you angel he vowed.



At that moment the elevator lurched into life. With a cop s pragmatism Steve stood pulling Jesse with him manoeuvring the smaller man to stand buried against his side. The doors finally opened and Mark and Amanda stood there hovering anxiously.



Jesse? Mark asked worry colouring his tone.



If it s ok with you Dad I d like to get him home. He suffers from claustrophobia he needs to get out of here.



I know Mark nodded. I can get the necessary cover. Take it easy Jess. Thanks Steve.



Part of Steve acknowledged he had taken advantage of his Dad s good nature and concern for his surrogate son. But more importantly he knew it gave Jesse and him chance to be alone in comfort. From the way Jesse remained glued to his side Steve decided it was worth the small deception.



****



Inside Jesse s small apartment the young doctor immediately disappeared into his kitchen to make coffee. Steve let him go waiting a moment or two and then went to join him. Jesse stood as if lost in the tiny space. Two empty coffee mugs on the counter the only signs he had done anything since taking refuge in there. Steve slid his arms around the slender blond s waist nuzzling into the vulnerable throat.



Come and sit down he husked urging a pliant Jesse into the living room.



Steve sat pulling the medic onto his lap and arranging the smaller man to be able to look into the expressive blue eyes.



It s ok to be nervous sweetheart he smiled. It was hardly the hearts and roses build-up to a romantic declaration of love but I do love you Jesse.



You…you do? Jesse asked his eyes widening.



I do Steve said laying claim to Jesse s lips. As they broke apart his tilted his head and raised his eyebrow. He was rewarded by a crimson stain on Jesse s cheeks.



I love you too Jesse whispered before burying his face into Steve s broad chest. I ve wanted to tell you for so long he added. It s like I m in a dream. I m afraid I fainted in the elevator and I m going to wake up and find this is another fantasy. His face lifted and turquoise orbs regarded Steve with a mix of love and uncertainty



Does this feel like a fantasy? Steve rumbled his hand squeezing between Jesse s legs finding the half-hard shaft and encouraging it to fill further. He recognised the insecurity and wanted to banish it as quickly as possible. He needed Jesse to know this was no dream and not a once-only scenario. He leant the pliant body back to be able to use both hands to maximum effect.



N…no feels good Jesse moaned his hips pushing into the much desired contact. The dexterity and speed of Steve s free hand astounded the young doctor as his shirt fell open to a look of desire and longing in Steve s darkened cerulean eyes that rocked him to his core.



Both men had seen each other almost naked on the many occasions they had hit the beach together but Steve had never looked at him *that* way before. It was a look filled with a potent mix of arousal appreciation and yearning that left the smaller blond defenceless. He whimpered needily reaching for the older man and immediately Steve responded to him. Their lips met once more Jesse s tongue sliding into Steve s mouth for the agile muscles to dance to silent music and then Jesse yielded control to Steve.



Steve found Jesse s responsiveness incredibly arousing. He was no Dom but the older man did like being dominant in bed. Jesse exuded confidence as a doctor yet was often plagued by self-doubt outside that role. Here in Steve s arms Jesse seemed able to let the bigger man know what he needed whilst remaining the more pliant partner. It was a heady combination that left Steve almost intoxicated with desire. He had wanted Jesse so very much for so very long. However he kept reminding himself that his beautiful blond was still chaste was yet to experience all the pleasures of lovemaking. The older man made a mental vow to make the night memorable for his new lover.



Steve the low wanton moan seemed hotwired to the bigger man s already throbbing shaft.



As he deepened the kiss he had deftly unfastened his nubile blond s pants to tenderly stroke hard damp flesh. Jesse s hips were trying to buck in tempo to his masterful strokes.



Feels so good so different Jesse murmured. His previous encounters had always been with men of a similar slight build to his own. He had never had a lover as big as Steve and the older man s size and strength were a potent aphrodisiac. The sensation of his engorged shaft engulfed in Steve s calloused paw was almost enough to make Jesse come on its own. When Steve s thumb teased over the sensitive slit Jesse lost all coherent thought. Lights danced before his eyes as he convulsed in his mate s arms his pearlescent crГЁme adorning Steve s gently pumping hand.



Steve had never seen anything as beautiful or erotic as Jesse in the throes of his climax. He expertly milked the smaller blond until Jesse was limp and sated. He gave a feral grin as half-lidded eyes gazed up at him and he slowly and deliberately licked his hand clean of Jesse s release. At the soft whimper he bent to share a Jesse-flavoured kiss with his lover.



Sweet beautiful just like you Jess. He husked.



Love you Steve Jesse murmured reaching to twine his hands at the back of Steve s neck. Make love with me?



Steve made a low rumbling groan of pleasure sweeping Jesse into his arms and into the small bedroom. He laid his precious bundle on the bed swiftly divesting the lithe body of the clothing hampering his appreciation of his beautiful blond mate.



You Steve Jesse moaned his body writhing with need. Wanna see you.



You will angel Steve vowed. Steve stripped slowly performing for his lover hoping the tableau would arouse his smaller mate. He gave a feral grin as he saw Jesse s sated sex begin to fill and re-harden. When they made love he wanted Jesse to come with him. As soon as he threw the last of his clothing aside he crawled between the slender legs spread wide in silent invitation.



He placed open-mouthed kisses from ankle to knee. His tongue licked up each satin thigh to allow the big male to nuzzle happily at Jesse s sac.



Gonna make you feel so good babe Steve promise rubbing his face into the curls at Jesse s groin. He licked slowly along Jesse s hardening length savouring his lover s scent fulfilling a long-held desire to taste the younger man.



Ohh! Jesse moaned arching his hips and instinctively spreading his legs wider still to give the older man better access.



Steve s large hands held the smaller man s hips not wanting his lover to do any of the work as he pleasured Jesse. Settling in deeper between the outstretched legs he began in earnest. Every inch of Jesse s shaft was reverently explored. Delicate licks to the slick head and firmer mouthing and nibbling of its length were followed by a devout tongue bathing of Jesse s sensitive testes.



Good? Steve asked the glazed and desire-darkened eyes telling him more eloquently than any words.



Wonderful Jesse panted. He groaned as the older man descended on his penis again using both his hands and mouth. The previous exploration had been gentle and reverent this time his lover s caresses were firm and sure as Steve expertly pleasured him more certain of how to handle Jesse s endowments.



The experienced man engulfed Jesse s leaking erection to its root and then carefully scraped along its length with his teeth. He was gentle around the sensitive sac and lightly grazed the skin of Jesse s perineum grinning at the deep groan which was his reward. He obeyed the insistent tugging at his hair to blanket the slighter form and gaze proprietarily down at Jesse s flushed face.



Make love with me Steve Jesse pleaded.



Lube condoms? Steve asked huskily wanting nothing more than to bury himself in his mate s body the raw need in Jesse s voice and eyes fuelling his own.



Lube in the drawer Jesse whispered. I don t have condoms. I ve never needed them. But I m clean Steve I swear it and I know you are. I helped your Dad run your tests. I ve waited so long for you Steve. I ve dreamt of feeling you inside me. Please?

Jesse… Steve began.



You said you loved me Jesse persisted. And I love you. I don t want anyone else ever again only you.



Only ever mine Steve rumbled. A primitive part of the bigger man silently roared its approval. He devoured Jesse s mouth letting his weight settle heavier on his smaller mate. He recognised Jesse s muffled moan around his tongue as one of approval as slender thighs wrapped around his waist and Jesse s arms clung to his broad back.



Slowly…inevitably…the two men s kisses slowed and they parted panting wetly chests heaving. Steve gently urged his smaller lover onto his side pressing loving caresses with lips and hands to the flushed damp skin of the slightly trembling younger male. It was a big step for both men and Steve wanted Jesse to be sure of his desire even though every cell in his body screamed that Jesse was his mate. Steve arranged pillows for Jesse to hold on to and urged a slender leg to bend at the knee and drape over them granting him access to the hitherto hidden part of Jesse s body.



As Jesse rolled onto his side to half lie against his pillows Steve began a slow deliberate massage of the pale toned cheeks. After a moment or two feeling his lover relax into the massage he began to part the peachy globes displaying Jesse s tight pink centre. He felt Jesse stiffen as cold air hit his most private place but then relax as Steve s massage continued. Soon the slender hips were moving to the same rhythm of Steve s hands.



Doing good Jess Steve crooned huskily as he released one cheek to coat his fingers with lube. Just one finger angel. Just me he added as he prepared to penetrate the virginal channel.



Ohh Steve Jesse moaned. He had felt vulnerable with his leg over the pillows his body displayed before the older man but Steve s touches had relaxed and reassured him. Now he was eager for all Steve could teach him. As the single digit pushed inside him Steve s other hand had palmed his sac squeezing gently. He found the dual sensation helped distract from the inevitable burn of untried muscle. He began to ride the finger gently as his muscles slowly relaxed and Steve carefully pumped the thick digit in and out.



You ok angel? Steve asked concern colouring his voice. Tight heat was still grasping his single finger and his erection dripped its eager approval wanting to feel Jesse s sheath for itself.



It s…different Jesse said thoughtfully. I never…I never even played with toys he added turning his head for the kiss he craved his cheeks pink from his hesitant confession.



I ll take real good care of you baby Steve growled as his flesh surged impossibly harder. Two lover he warned. He slipped his finger out coating it and a second liberally and pushing back inside Jesse s sweet heat. The low groan from his mate was a mix of pleasure and discomfort and Steve felt the tight resistance of the narrow channel. Try and relax sweetheart he crooned nibbling on Jesse s ear and dropping kisses on the dampened skin of slender shoulders.



Feels so full Jesse murmured. He tried to relax to focus on the fact that it was *Steve* touching him so intimately that it was *Steve* who was going to take his virginity to love him to be inside him. He gave a more pleasured moan pushing back against the welcome invaders grinding his hips as he imagined being filled with Steve s sex how it was going to feel when Steve came inside him. More Steve he moaned. Please. He groaned as Steve s fingers changed from a slow pumping in and out to scissoring. He shifted slightly his leg rising to open himself further.



How s this angel? Steve husked as he found the nub he sought and caressed Jesse s jewel. His reward was a veritable scream of his name.



Jesse had heard of the pleasure associated with stimulation of his prostate but had never expected the intensity. He did not know whether it was Steve s experience or just that it was *Steve*. He just knew he wanted more and began to thrust back eagerly. He gritted his teeth against the discomfort of three thick fingers filling his tiny passage remembering the pleasure to come focusing instead on his lover s voice and lips.



With patience and tenderness Steve soon had three fingers moving inside Jesse s tiny portal. The bigger man had his concerns that he would fit in his smaller lover s body but Jesse was riding his fingers and begging the older man for more.



Ok lover Steve rasped. But you ve gotta stay relaxed honey. I don t wanna hurt you. Steve drenched his crimson-hued shaft with lube his eyes never leaving the small glistening opening of Jesse s body. He was forced to take deep relaxing breaths of his own. Just the thought of entering *Jesse* had him grip the base of his erection hard to stave off a rapidly approaching climax. He prayed that he could not only enter his mate but control himself enough to pleasure his virgin lover. Here I come angel. Gonna fill you up baby. Fill you so full of me you won t know where you end and I begin.



Steve groaned as he pressed inside the tightest hottest place he had ever known. Jesse s muscles clamped with an almost brutal intensity against the thick invader. Steve heard the muffled mewl recognised the sound as pained. With just the head of his erection inside his lover he began a litany of encouragements and reached around Jesse s slender hip to begin working the younger man s flaccid flesh. Steve was persistent moving deeper in tiny increments whilst stroking lightly slapping and pumping Jesse s shaft.



Jesse had been sadly convinced that Steve s length and girth were too much for his smaller body as soon as the older man had pushed inside him. Steve s shaft was a lot bigger than his fingers and just the head alone seemed enormous and his body felt uncomfortably full. He had been surprised to find that squeezing fisting and even slapping of his own flesh had resulted in a renewed erection. Steve s constantly changing touches to the younger man had Jesse focused on what the older man would do next to his innocent erection. Some of the caresses had been novel to the chaste medic. Jesse had then been shocked to find that Steve had slid inside him fully whilst he had been distracted by the working of his own shaft.



So good Jess so tight baby Steve crooned. Gotta move angel gotta come.



Jesse wailed his approval as Steve nudged his sweet spot with every movement. Instinctively he began to move in counterpoint to his big lover maximising the pleasure for them both pushing back to meet Steve and forward into the calloused hand encircling his own dripping flesh.



Although Steve had intended to keep them on their sides he inevitably rolled Jesse onto his stomach groaning his appreciation as he pushed in deeper pinning the slighter form beneath him and granting himself more leverage. A scream of his name coincided with a hard shove against Jesse s jewel and Steve began thrusting in earnest.



Come for me angel Steve rumbled into Jesse s ear still pumping his lover. Wanna feel you come baby.



Unable to resist the dual sensation of his sweet spot repeatedly struck and the masterful stroking of his eager rod Jesse came with a scream of Steve s name. His semen flowed freely over his lover s hand. He heard the primal roar of the bigger male above him and wet heat flooded his still clenching channel. His own climax crested and then began to wane leaving him boneless. He could feel the vestiges of Steve s orgasm the last pulses of the older man s seed sliding from his filled body to anoint his thighs.



Steve languidly licked and kissed the bare shoulder and neck he could reach without moving his body. He had lost his control at the end and thrust hard and fast and hoped Jesse would not pay the price. As he felt his sated sex soften he eased from his lover s body noting the soft hiss of discomfort.



Just lie still angel Steve whispered. He rushed into the bathroom cleaning himself perfunctorily before returning to Jesse with a warm damp flannel and a towel. He cleansed the evidence of his possession that lay in silver trails along honey-tinted thighs his shaft twitching in approval. He carefully parted Jesse s cheeks. His mate s opening was reddened but there were no signs of any damage and Steve gave a silent prayer of thanks. He bent down and licked at his seed. He relished the soft cry of shock and pleasure and diligently lapped away all the excess semen occasionally delving inside Jesse s body to delightful mewls and erotic writhing. Steve made a mental note to do this act when Jesse would appreciate it even more.



As Steve manoeuvred Jesse into his arms the younger man burrowed close ignoring the aches from protesting muscles. They were good aches they told Jesse he now belonged to the bigger man that nuzzled him lovingly.



Love you Steve he whispered drowsily.



Love you angel. Sleep Jess Steve murmured stroking the satin-smooth back of the beloved blond.



****



Steve? Jesse queried anxiety colouring his voice.



I m sorry sweetheart Steve s voice came from a short distance from the bed. As much as I would love to wake up in the morning with you in my arms I have a stake-out tonight. Remember? I have to go home and change. I left it as late as possible angel. Steve kissed the soft lips of his new lover committing the taste and texture to memory until he could have the real thing again. It ll be quite a while before I can ring you Jess but I will ring as soon as I can. Ok?



K Jesse whispered trying to ignore the sting of tears. It was not Steve s fault he had to go. Jesse did remember the case Steve was working on that involved unsociable stake-out hours. He fished in his bedside locker and handed a key to the older man a blush creeping over his cheeks. So you can let yourself in Jesse added. You know…in case I m asleep or…whatever.



Try and settle sweetheart Steve said wishing he could stay. The uncertainty in Jesse s voice had brought out all the big man s protective instincts when it came to the smaller blond. He kissed Jesse again and again gentling them each time as he massaged the back of the younger man s head. The combination quickly worked their magic Jesse slipping back into sleep. Steve carefully fussed to ensure Jesse was well covered and warm before tip-toeing away making certain the apartment was locked after his departure.



As he drove home three things were paramount in his mind: telling his Dad getting Jesse to move in with him as Steve had always worried about the younger man living alone in that particular area and calling his new lover as soon as his schedule allowed.



****



Hi Dad Steve called as he rushed into the beach house. However Mark was not alone as he came to greet his son. A grim faced dark-haired man was at his side. Jim? What is it? Steve asked his hand automatically reaching towards his gun at the sight of the other detective.



Hallerhan broke out of prison. Amanda is already taken care of. She s been taken along with her sister for a nice family holiday with two of my best men. Your Dad has had a call from Europe to say his sister is ill and you re working out of town on a case. Hallerhan is bound to make his way to Community General and try and find out where you are. That s where we expect to catch him.



We re going into a safe-house for a couple of days Steve Mark added holding up a small case. I packed one for you. It s already in Jim s car.



I have Mark s cell and I need yours Steve. If Hallerhan tries calling which he s likely to do we want anything he says recorded as well as trying to trace him. Come on I don t want to stay here a minute more than necessary. Let s go.



Shocked by the news of the escaped murderer worried for his Dad and Amanda and his mind in a whirl by the speed of the turn of events Steve unthinkingly handed his cellphone to another detective that appeared from the living room to stand at Jim s side. He and Mark were then quickly ushered into Jim s car with another member of the older man s team and whisked away.



It was only as they reached the safe-house that Steve had a sudden thought.



Jesse he said eyes widening with shock that he had not thought of his lover earlier. What about Jesse? Hallerhan had been before Jesse s time but that did not mean he would not be a target now.



Your Dad s latest intern? Jim asked with a careless shrug. He s not considered to be in any real danger but there will be some of my men in Community General and they can easily keep an eye on him.



I have to call him. Let him know where I am what s happening Steve said.



No way Steve Jim said his voice incredulous. No one can know you re here. You know that.



I promised I d call him Steve persisted his mind imagining what Jesse would believe if there was no call.



Jim eyed the distraught man instantly deducing that there was more than a simple friendship at stake. He had seen Jesse Travis at Community General and knew he had to keep the young medic out of this equation as much as possible. Simultaneously hating himself but believing he was acting in Steve s and Jesse s best interest the older detective changed his tack.



Look Steve he said his voice softening. Jesse is safer if left in ignorance. You don t want a man like Hallerhan targeting Jesse do you?



God no Steve whispered instantly forcing from his mind the broken dead bodies Hallerhan was responsible for.



Then leave him out of it. If Hallerhan goes near him at Community General my men will know.



His apartment Jim. Make sure someone stakes out his apartment please.



Ok Jim nodded. It would be difficult to swing another man into the operation but Jim decided to have a word with Steve s Captain. Perhaps there was someone that could be spared. He felt he owed Steve that much as he looked into his friend s worried eyes. I ll sort something he promised.



Let s go through to the bedroom son Mark said gently touching Steve s forearm to get the younger man s attention. I think we are overdue a long talk.



Father and son sat facing each other on the twin beds.



Dad Steve began but was stopped by a gesture from the older man.



No let me he said. I admit I have always been attracted to women but all I ever wanted for my children was them to be as happy as I had been with your mother. I wondered what kind of daughter-in-law I would have and I looked to see the glint in your eye for the girls who caught your attention and the Look that told me you thought you had found The One . I quickly realised the glint appeared when you looked at certain boys not girls. I hoped you knew I would accept your choice whatever the sex but I guess I presumed too much. I should have been more open. I wasn t surprised your marriage didn t last but I was proud of you. I ve always been proud of you. Mark concluded smiling reassuringly at his son.



I never realised you knew. I wasn t sure just how open-minded you would be. I guess we both made presumptions Steve said.



When I saw the way you and Jesse looked at each other I expected you to be dating straight away. I wondered if I was wrong about Jesse.



No Dad. We were both nervous about ruining a good friendship and you know how Jesse can be riddled with self-doubt. I had just started to work on being more than friends with him when we got stuck in that lift.



You mean…today? Mark asked eyes widening.



Not just that Steve said needing his Dad to understand why he needed to badly to contact his young lover. Jesse…he well…I was his first Steve muttered. I had to leave him Dad. I promised I d call. You know him. What s he going to think with no call and suddenly I m out of town with everything supposedly arranged for me to go?



Mark scrubbed at his eyes. He knew exactly what the younger man would think. However there was a dangerous killer on the loose to think about too. Reluctantly his thoughts aligned with Jim. Jesse was safe if he was seen as just the newest intern under his mentorship and no more than just one of Steve s surfing friends. He gave a deep sigh.



We need to pray Hallerhan is caught quickly son he said softly. Jesse is safe if no one knows how important he is to both of us. He wasn t at Community General when Hallerhan was on trial so Jim is probably right.



I guess so Steve said the veteran cop warring with the new protective lover.



Mark could see the dilemma. He truly hoped the criminal was apprehended quickly. For the sake of his son and that of the young man who had quickly become like a surrogate son even if no one but he knew it at that particular moment.



****



Jesse awoke bleary-eyed. His sleep had been fitful after Steve had left. He had missed Steve s solidity and warmth his body behaving as if they had been sleeping together for months. He groaned as he moved. Not all his aches were due to the previous night s activities. He showered quickly and snagged a couple of painkillers to swallow with the last of his orange juice. He frowned as he saw the empty fridge. He was still undomesticated. He knew he had to shop soon but he had a couple of really busy days coming up. He smiled at the thought of trying to cook for Steve and opted for eating out. He wondered if he would be able to look at Mark without blushing. Lastly he wondered when he would hear Steve s voice.



I love you Steve he whispered as he reached his door. With a deep breath Jesse focused on what his upcoming day would be likely to bring at Community General.



****



Mark watched sadly as Steve paced up and down like a caged tiger. It had been three days since they had arrived at the safe-house. Hallerhan was still at large and it had taken both Mark and Jim to all but sit on Steve to stop him running to Community General when a report of the escaped killer in the vicinity had reached the agitated blond s ears.



Both men turned hopefully as a grimly smiling Jim strode into the room.



Got him he crowed. Things can get back to normal. He handed Steve and Mark their cell phones. You got a call from Jesse Steve the older man muttered some of his exuberance waning.



Steve listened to the call tears threatening to fall as he listened.



Hi Steve…um it s me…ah…Jesse. You said you d call. I just…I hoped…I m sorry. Whatever I did please I m sorry. Please? Call me?



Steve heard the hoarseness of his mate s voice and the way that the younger man finally broke down at the end of the call. Steve could imagine how much courage it would have taken for Jesse to call and then to have still heard nothing must have hurt him badly. The older man just hoped his lover would understand and forgive him.



Why? he asked Jim glaring angrily at the other detective.



Because you d have gone running to him endangering you both. If Hallerhan had got hold of you two and knew what that young man meant to you we all know what Hallerhan would have put him through. I wasn t risking either of you. If he loves you as much as you love him he ll just be grateful a psychotic killer has been re-caught and you and Mark are unhurt. Now get out of here and go put things right.



****



Steve and Mark raced to Community General knowing Jesse was due to be there. Both were confused to be unable to locate him. Another young doctor passing by stopped to give Mark a welcoming smile.



I didn t know you d got back Dr Sloan he said. Is your sister well now?



Yes thanks Mark said quickly. Isn t Jesse on duty? Did he swap shifts?



No he came down with the flu that s been doing the rounds came the reply. He had it the day we found you d been called away but because a couple of others were off as well he tried to work through it. We had to send him home yesterday morning when he virtually collapsed. He must have been running on fumes he looked awful.

Thanks see you later Mark shouted as he ran after Steve leaving the other doctor to stare at their rapidly retreating forms.



At Jesse s apartment Mark did not argue when Steve simultaneously banged on the door as he used his new key. Both men bustled to the younger man s bedroom.



Jesse! Steve rushed to his lover s side.



Jesse s face was pale with dark shadows on the fragile skin under closed eyes. He was sweating and shaking and seemed unaware there was anyone in the room.



Dad? Steve asked needing his father s judgment.



Mark pressed his hand on Jesse s forehead. The younger man was very hot but not dangerously so. He remembered a conversation with Jesse before the events of the past few days.



Check his fridge son he said as he continued to make a cursory check of his protГ©gГ©.



Empty came Steve s distraught voice.



Let s get him home and on antibiotics Mark said. So long as his fever doesn t get worse and we can get fluids inside him we can look after him.



As Steve moved to scoop the fragile form into his arms sad bloodshot eyes opened to gaze at him.



Sorry I wasn t good enough to love. Jesse s voice was rough and pained and a tear slipped down the too-pale cheek.



Yes you are angel Steve whispered nuzzling against hot skin. Almost too good for me but I m not letting you go baby. Never. Now just sleep and let me take care of you Ok?



K Jesse agreed becoming limp in Steve s arms.



****



At the beach house Steve ran a cool bath for his lover whilst Mark went to get antibiotics. Steve undressed to his boxers and then tenderly stripped Jesse. He laid him carefully in the cool water sliding a flannel over the sick man s skin to help bring down his temperature. Steve felt his heart constrict every time confused azure orbs opened to see him and a cracked apology came from too-dry lips. The bigger man replied the same way each time kissing Jesse and assuring the younger man he was loved. Dressing Jesse in a pair of his own boxers Steve carried the feverish blond to his bed and slipped into bed with him Jesse instantly nestling close.



****



Steve only left his mate for necessities for the next thirty six hours. He and Mark urged Jesse to drink fluids administered the antibiotics and assiduously monitored the younger man s progress.



Finally their diligence was rewarded. Whilst Steve was taking a quick shower Mark smiled with relief as Jesse s eyes opened and were lucid if confused.



Mark? Jesse asked his voice still hoarse. Sister?



She s fine Jess Mark said warmly. I have something important to tell you. Before you got sick do you remember hearing about an escaped convict? A man called Hallerhan? Mark watched as Jesse s brow furrowed as he thought back and then he nodded.



Dangerous he husked.



Very Mark confirmed. Steve and I were the star witnesses. We had to be taken to a safe house. That s where we ve been and why Steve couldn t contact you. He loves you very much Jess Mark added softly.



Everything suddenly hit Jesse at once. He and Steve making love not getting the promised call his illness being in Steve s bed as good as naked with Mark sitting at his bedside. He covered his eyes with his hands as tears began to fall. He loves you very much. Mark s words echoed in his head. Then he heard a much-missed voice.



Is Jess awake Dad? I thought I heard you talking. Hey hey it s ok love. Glancing at the bed he saw Jesse open his arms and in a couple of strides he was at Jesse s side pulling the sobbing younger man into his lap. I love you angel he crooned. Love you so much. Just settle sweetheart. He stroked Jesse s back nuzzling his lover until Jesse began to control his clearly wayward emotions.



After a few moments Jesse s sobs began to abate and became little hiccups as the slender man eased back to gaze into Steve s face. He ran a finger in a feather-light touch over Steve s rugged face tenderly tracing the cleft in Steve s chin that had always fascinated him.



Not a dream he whispered. You were here.



Yes Jess. I was here. I m sorry you ever doubted I would be.



Jesse stopped Steve with his finger over Steve s lips. His fuddled mind was starting to function more clearly. Steve and Mark had been in danger but were safe now. Steve *did* love him just as much as he loved Steve. He still felt tired and weak from his bout of flu but things were going to be fine. He urged Steve s head down and kissed him softly too exhausted to do more.



I love you too he husked.



Grinning widely Mark stood and stretched.



If it s ok with you boys I m getting my own shower and then I ll fix some soup. It ll be ready in an hour or so. Maybe Jess would like to get up for a while whilst we eat?



Yeah sure Dad Steve replied his eyes never leaving Jesse s face.



Mark shook his head still grinning and left his boys alone.



Almost two hours later with no sign of Steve or Jesse Mark tip-toed to Steve s room. Not hearing any sounds he tapped on the door and opened it slowly. Then he stood a soft smile playing on his lips.



Steve was asleep on his back Jesse draped over his chest. Steve s left arm was possessively around Jesse s back and his right held to Jesse s left arm that clung to the bigger blond. He backed out carefully. The soup would not spoil and he could easily serve it later. The boys needed their rest.



****



Jesse was still nowhere back to his kinetic self but was much improved after another two full days of mother-henning from Steve. He was starting to get a little frustrated as he and Steve had kissed and touched but his older lover refused to do anything more energetic until Jesse was stronger.



Ready to take a little drive angel? Steve asked as he came into the beach house living room to sweep his lover into his arms and kiss breathless.



Love to Jesse panted honestly. Staying at home was making him a little stir-crazy. Even just unpacking his meagre belongings to mix and mingle with those in his new home had exhausted him the first day out of bed. A drive sounded just the thing.



As they drove along Jesse recognised the more exclusive area where the beach homes actually owned the beach they were on and had their own private access. He was surprised when Steve drove into a large house s driveway and parked outside. Jesse blinked at the keys pressed into his hand.



You open to door and I ll bring the stuff through Steve said a smile playing around his lips as he jumped out of the car.



Jesse obeyed and stood in a large hallway convinced his whole apartment could have fitted in the space. He watched Steve carry in a picnic box and sports bag and then come back with large beach towels and a sleeping bag.



We can change through here Steve indicated a doorway that led into a vast living room. As Jesse complied changing into a pair of swimming briefs Steve busied himself with the things they had brought admonishing Jesse to wait in the house till he was changed as well.



The slighter blond watched appreciatively as Steve finally stripped to pull on a pair of Speedos that showed off every curve of the bigger man s sex. Smiling shyly as Steve held out his hand Jesse allowed himself to be led outside and gave a pleased gasp of surprise.



A windbreak had been set up inside which Steve had laid the towels. The picnic basket had a half bottle of champagne in ice alongside it and was open displaying an assortment of nibbles. Sun lotion was ready and Steve was grinning happily as Jesse turned to face him.



Peace privacy and a beautiful lover the older man rumbled the sound seemingly designed to make Jesse harden instantly. What more could I ask for?



Jesse moaned his approval as Steve mated their lips his tongue sweeping into Jesse s warm wet cavern to urge Jesse s shyer muscle into his own to suck seductively. The two men wandered onto their own private beach.



Would you like a quick swim baby? Steve asked.



The application of sun lotion was the most erotic and arousing Jesse had ever known. Steve s large hands sliding over his skin left the younger man sporting an erection that not even his baggy Bermuda s could have hidden much less the skimpy briefs he wore. However Steve insisted they swam and Jesse found the warm sea almost as pleasurable as Steve s constant attention.



Back on the beach Steve set out the food and drink as Jesse relaxed letting the sun s warmth permeate his body. He sat up to inspect his mate s offering smiling delightedly. There were large garlic prawns on skewers smoked salmon and cream cheese on tiny blinis as well as a few plain crackers topped with caviar. Enough to take the edge off his growing appetite but nothing too heavy and he smiled his approval.



They fed each other the titbits of food washing them down with sips of champagne. To finish Steve produced some pieces of rich dark gourmet chocolate. As the pieces began to melt Jesse giggled and then moaned his approval as Steve dabbed melted chocolate on his nipples to lick off slowly and sensually.



Steve lapped away the last of the chocolate but continued the oral exploration of his lover s smooth skin. As he nibbled his way across Jesse s ribs he removed the younger man s swimming briefs and admired the slender shaft that jutted from its nest of golden curls.



So beautiful Jess Steve said looking into his lover s eyes. So very very beautiful. He bent down as Jesse s arms wrapped around his neck and kissed his young lover. He tasted the richness of the chocolate and the dryness of the champagne and something uniquely *Jesse*.



Make love with me? Jesse husked as they parted.



Soon angel Steve promised. Roll over baby he added as he removed his own swimwear. His erection was already in full force the head a rich shade of plum. However the older man remembered something Jesse had enjoyed from their previous lovemaking and intended to indulge himself simultaneously. As soon as Jesse had wriggled himself into a comfortable position Steve knelt between carefully parted legs. He stroked the satin-smooth skin of the delectable globes before spreading them wide to blow gently over the tight pink rosebud of Jesse s entrance.



Oh Steve Jesse moaned trying to push his hips upwards.



Relax baby Steve crooned. Just enjoy. He covered each pert cheek with licks and butterfly kisses teasing Jesse with the occasion sweep of his tongue over the furled flesh. Finally he took heed of the breathy pleas of his lover. He began a slow ever-decreasing circle around Jesse s fluttering entrance. He folded his tongue and began a gentle pushing until he was granted entry both men moaning in unison. He thrust inside the tight channel relishing the sharper earthier taste of his mate. He spread Jesse as wide as possible pushing his tongue deep feeling the narrow strait begin to relax. Steve s tongue drove in again and again the bigger male relishing the soft cries of pleasure from his mate.



Steve gave a parting kiss to the saliva-slick entrance before rolling Jesse onto his back. He gave his lover a feral grin as he saw the lust-darkened eyes and hard dripping erection. He reached for the lube still in the basket and coated a single finger. It slid easily inside Jesse and Steve quickly coated and inserted a second. The younger blond was so relaxed that it took little time before Steve had three fingers thrusting easily and Jesse was writhing and moaning ready for his lover.



Want you inside me Steve. Please.



Ride me baby? Steve replied slathering his drooling shaft generously with slick gel. He lay down groaning as Jesse knelt astride him. None of his lust-fuelled fantasies came close to the reality as the slender man knelt up astride him and his penis nudged the delicate opening to his lover s body. Steve felt the initial resistance to penetration as Jesse tried to take him into his smaller body. Steve moved his hands to Jesse s back rubbing soothing circles as he murmured encouragements. Let me in baby. Just relax and it let me in. It s gonna feel so good sweetheart.



His softly spoken words helped relax Jesse and the guardian muscles slowly unclenched. As they did Steve reverently controlled Jesse s easing onto his hardness each incremental centimetre he entered the tight channel connecting the lovers that tiny bit more. He held Jesse s cheeks spread wide as he dictated how slowly the younger man descended. He was as desperate as Jesse to be buried fully in his mate but a slow and steady progress would insure that the younger man did not get hurt. Finally Jesse was seated against Steve s groin his lover fully sheathed inside him.



Oh Steve Jesse finally panted. Good. So full. So full of you.



Jesse reached for his lover and Steve moved his hands from Jesse s cheeks to intertwine their fingers. Jesse barely needed to move his blood-hot channel was involuntarily clenching and unclenching around Steve s rod and the tiniest undulation rubbed his jewel. Slowly…carefully he began a slow glide up and down the shaft impaling him.



Steve watched his lover perform the ageless dance of love above him. It was a beautiful erotic tableau Jesse s head thrown back eyes closed lips parted and glistening as a small pink tongue peeked out to lick at them. Steve could see how Jesse concentrated on the sensation of him filling the younger man.



The world ebbed away from the two men on the beach. The sound of the sea was replaced with the almost silent music of flesh sliding on flesh and soft murmurs of pleasure.



Steve began to thrust his hips a moan from his partner indicating that the additional stimulation to his sweet spot was appreciated.



Steve more please Jesse pleaded. His orgasm was just there a shimmering entity that sent dulcet bolts throughout his slender frame and bright lights dancing behind his closed lids. He just needed…needed…



Steve pulled Jesse down onto his chest trapping the smaller man s erection between their two sweat-sheened bellies. Jesse moaned in response buying his face into Steve s neck his hands clasping at broad shoulders clearly relishing the additional friction. Steve s hands moved to Jesse s cheeks firmly squeezing the globes damp with sweat from the younger man s lovemaking.



Come for me angel he encouraged moving to lick and nip at Jesse s neck as his hips pumped vigorously. It was enough to push Jesse over the edge. Steve groaned at the sensation of his primed flesh milked by Jesse s channel as the slender blond came head thrown back screaming Steve s name his body finally reaching the tantalising climax. Enveloping Jesse in his arms his seed pumping deep into his lover s body as his mate s semen bathed them both Steve roared his passion and possession.



It took a few moments before the older man recovered from his intense orgasm grinning as he realised Jesse was out cold. He eased from Jesse s tender depths and used baby wipes to cleanse their bodies the younger blond barely stirring. Steve opened the sleeping bag settling his lover inside and stretching out beside him. When Jesse next woke if the sleeping man felt strong enough they could have a final swim before heading home. Steve smiled lovingly at his precious bundle pleased to have been able to surprise his lover. He sighed his happiness as he nestled closer. He was looking forward to them spending the rest of their lives together.


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I ve never been good with my hands.



I d never make a mechanic a carpenter or an artist. I ve known this since I made the mistake of taking shop in high school last year and received a D because none of my projects were executed well. For example I made a birdhouse that even a wren would reject and my lamp wouldn t light when the switch was depressed. Even the comedy and tragedy masks I made turned out lopsided. Knowing my ineptitude I was reluctant to apply for a job as a construction crew laborer but my friend Vinnie who d worked for the same crew the previous summer assured me that I wouldn t need to be handy. As a laborer I d be the crew s gopher more apt to make coffee-and-doughnut runs than to hammer a nail saw a board or plaster drywall.



The foreman David seemed to like me from the outset. He was a tall muscular well-tanned man in his thirties with curly blond hair and sky-blue eyes. Like most of the other men on the crew he often worked without a shirt and the bronzed flesh upon his deep chiseled chest and six-pack abs gleamed with sweat. He looked like a Greek god when he hammered nails and I couldn t help but to admire the way his biceps swelled when he lifted his arm I almost leaped at the sharp clang of the hammerhead as he drove each nail home with a single blow making short work of even the most demanding carpentry tasks.



Vinnie s prediction proved to be true. I was never asked to do more than hold a board in place while someone on the crew sawed or hammered it carry supplies from one place on the worksite to another or fetch meals from the roach coach at lunchtime.



At first I was self-conscious around the other guys. They were men I was just a high school kid working a summer job. They were skilled with their hands. I was inept. They were muscular and tanned. I was pale and skinny. Their hands were rough and callused. Mine were like the rest of me soft and smooth as a girl. In fact I felt more like a girl around them than I felt that I was one of the guys.



I guess a couple of them thought I was more girlish than manly too because Gus a handsome young man with glossy black hair sideburns and a thin mustache jabbed at my asshole through the seat of my jeans one day when he and I were working alone on one of the houses we were building. I turned angry and glared at him over my shoulder. Quit it! I ordered. What are you a faggot? He just laughed at me.



The incident bothered me. It made me uncomfortable. I already felt self-conscious and uncertain around the macho men with whom I worked. I didn t need some asshole poking at me with a fucking screwdriver as if I were some queer who enjoyed being fucked in the ass. I decided to talk to David about the incident. Maybe I hoped he d fire Gus. Then I wouldn t have to worry about the bastard.



I found the foreman by himself hammering nails into the drywall that would form the skeleton of a living room wall in somebody s future home.



He was just playing with you David remarked after I d reported the matter.



Well I don t like his sense of humor I complained. I don t see anything funny about one man poking another man in the ass. My reference to myself as a man surprised me but David didn t seem to notice it.



Gus is okay David assured me. Sometimes he just likes to play around with the new crew members.



I frowned uncertain as to how to respond. Maybe I was making too much of the incident. Besides David had thrown me by referring to me a mere gopher as a crew member. Was that how my boss thought of me as one of the crew as one of the guys as a man among men? Vaguely I wondered whether Gus had also prodded Vinnie in the ass when he d worked as the crew s laborer last summer. If so Vinnie hadn t mentioned the incident to me. Maybe I should forget about the matter.



It s just a guy thing Mike David informed me like football players patting each other on the ass after a touchdown. I ll talk to him about it though.



I shrugged. Okay. As long as Gus didn t do it again I guessed I could let the matter drop.



Where are you going? David asked as I turned to leave.



Gus needs me to–



Stay the foreman interrupted me. I could use your help myself.



I repressed a smile. Sure boss.



We worked side by side the rest of the afternoon. I didn t do much. David did most of the actual work while mostly I watched. The hammer flew in his hand as he pounded nails his fist tight around the handle of the hammer his biceps swelling with every lift of the tool and the deep bronze flesh of his naked torso gleaming with sweat. I thought about Gus prodding hammer blushing at the unbidden fantasy that it had been David not Gus who d poked my asshole and that it was his thick hard cock not a screwdriver that he d thrust between the cleavage of my ass which hadn t been covered by denim jeans and cotton briefs but had been as bare as David s naked chest. I felt my cock stir inside my jeans and I blushed again more deeply trying to concentrate on the work at hand–which for me was passing nails to David so that he could hammer without pause. Each time he d snatch the offered nail from my fingers an electric thrill flashed through me as the tips of his thick fingers touched mine.



Maybe I d reacted so strongly to Gus asinine behavior with the screwdriver because secretly deep down I was attracted to other men too–or at least to certain other men. Maybe I was a faggot and just hadn t realized that I thought of men–or men like David anyway–the way that women thought of them.



As I continued to hand off nails to David I found that my eyes had wandered to his crotch. His jeans were tight and the outline of his cock and balls showed beneath the snug denim. Judging by the bulge there he was long and thick and he had big balls. I wondered if beneath the jeans he wore any underwear. The clear outline of his genitals suggested that he did not. Did Gus wear underwear? I had no idea. I d never glanced at his crotch.



Another thought occurred to me. Vinnie didn t wear underwear either not since he d worked for David as a laborer last summer. I know because I d had physical education class with him and I d seen him dress and undress before and after showering. I d even asked him about it. Vinnie what s up with not wearing underwear? I d enquired curious. He d smiled. I don t wear them anymore he d confided. They re too restrictive.



Was Vinnie s decision to go without briefs after working for David a mere coincidence? I wondered.



The next day I decided not to wear any underwear. At first I was afraid that the other guys on the crew would notice. They might say something. Even worse Gus might be inspired to try something stupid. Maybe I thought it hadn t been such a good idea after all to omit my briefs. On the other hand not wearing underwear made me very much aware of my cock and balls. My dangling genitals swung and bobbed when I bent or crouched and the glans of my penis rubbed against the denim that covered my otherwise bare crotch. I was also more conscious of my ass. When I sat there was one less layer of material between my buttocks and the hard wood of the floor or the bed of the pickup truck that doubled as a lunchtime bench. I felt liberated.



During the day I surreptitiously glanced at the other guys crotches even Gus and saw that none of them seemed to wear boxers or briefs either. The bulging outlines of their cocks and balls were plain clearly indicating their respective dimensions. Gus cock I noticed was relatively small. I smiled to myself glad that the asshole had been cursed with a little prick. Maybe the size–or lack thereof–of his penis was the reason he felt the need to poke other guys in the ass maybe he felt more like a man by symbolically feminizing other males.



Toward the end of the day I had to take a leak and I was approaching the porta-potty when I heard a low moan. Someone has been hurt I thought. I rushed forward toward the sound which had come from behind the portable toilet. I stopped in my tracks eyes wide and mouth agape when I saw Gus and another crew member named Steve lying on the ground naked with the latter s cock up the former s ass thrusting like mad. Steve grunted as he shoved his prick farther into Gus asshole and Gus moaned again more deeply. They were both so intent upon themselves that neither had seen me. Thank God! I thought as I hastened away from them the need to urinate suddenly gone and forgotten.



What should I do? I asked myself as I returned to the job site. Report them to David? Let Gus and Steve know I d seen them fornicating? Ignore the whole matter? The sight of the two men fucking had shaken me. I found a seat on the steps of a brick Colonial and sat trying to collect myself.



Mike! It was David calling to me from the second-story window of the adjacent house. I could use a hand.



I rose and went to him deciding not to mention the incident between Gus and Steve. After all they were grown men. What they decided to do on their break was their business. I just wished I hadn t seen them doing it. I made another decision too. From now on I was going to wear underwear. I didn t want faggots like Gus and Steve eyeing my cock and balls through my jeans. The next time I was alone with Gus he might want to use more than a screwdriver on my ass!



Inside the house I found the stairs and climbed them to the second story. Oddly I didn t hear David s hammer. Maybe he was waiting for the help he needed from me. I crossed the space that would become a bedroom and hurried down the unfinished hallway to what would become the master bedroom. This room was partly finished. Drywall had been hung on the four walls framework of two-by-four timbers closing off the view except through the window out of which David had looked when he d called to me a few moments ago.



I reached the doorway–and stopped my eyes widening at the sight of my foreman standing completely naked his thick hard cock in hand masturbating. My lower jaw dropped as I turned muttering an apology and started to leave.



Stay Mike he said. Please.



I paused outside the room uncertain of what to do. I m no faggot I told myself but at the same time I had to admit–to myself at least–that I was attracted to David. He was handsome as hell and he had a body such as sculptors carved to represent a god like Adonis or Apollo. My staring eyes swept down his deep tanned chest over his firm six-pack abs to the erect penis closed in his pumping fist and the jiggling balls in the taut risen bag of his scrotum imagining his manhood inside my mouth or up my ass. Run! I told myself but I also thought Stay!



My hesitation told David all he needed to know. Take off your clothes Mike he ordered.



A moment later I was naked like David. I knelt before him to worship his cock. I kissed the purple glans licked the swollen shaft and nuzzled his balls with my lips. I took one of his testicles into my mouth working my inner cheeks around the elliptical gonad. David moaned (sounding much as Gus had!) I spat out the testicle before taking the other into my mouth and administering the same treatment to it. Then I lifted my head leaving a strand of saliva glistening between my lower lip and my foreman s balls. The thin string broke as I pressed my open mouth down over and along David s magnificent prick feeling my lips drag against the smooth tight flesh of his rigid swollen penis. He was too long for me to take the entire length of his manhood into my mouth but I took as much of his erection between my rounded lips as possible and he moaned again. The sound reminded me of what I d seen behind the porta-john. I remembered Steve s prick sliding through the ring of Gus anus as the former s balls slammed repeatedly into the latter s buttocks. My own cock was stiff and swollen now it stood upright against my belly. I had to confess that I was every bit as much a faggot as Gus was I wanted David s cock as devoutly as Gus had wanted Steve s cock–and my ass.



Ravenous to be fed I sucked greedily at David s massive manhood my head bobbing up and down as I pumped my lips back and forth upon his distended shaft my fingers playing with the huge balls within his silken scrotum. I loved the feel of the rigid column of flesh between my pumping lips and the fullness of its girth inside the warm-soft-wetness of my mouth. I d become a cocksucker–and I loved it!



After another few minutes David placed a hand atop my head stroking me as if I were a pet. Stop.



My mouth full of his cock I looked up at him a quizzical expression on my face. I knew he was enjoying the blowjob. Why would he want me to stop before he d reached orgasm?



Dutifully I withdrew letting his saliva-glistening cock slide free of my mouth and lips.



Turn around he told me.



I knew what was coming and I did as I d been told facing away from him and positioning myself upon my elbows and knees legs wide to allow him access to my asshole.



He knelt behind me and I felt his fist against my backside as he guided his erection into the deep cleavage of my bottom. His hard column of flesh parted the inward-curving slopes of my buttocks and his rubbery glans pressed against the portal of my asshole. Not knowing whether to expect pleasure or pain I gritted my teeth and waited. A moment later his cock pressing resolutely against my tiny puckered anus gained entrance spreading my sphincter to the same girth as his prick and he fed the thick hard stalk of his manhood into my bowels inch by slow inch until he d buried the entire length of his organ inside my rectum and his pubic hair rasped against the sleek flesh of my impaled buttocks. My anus fluttered frantically about his invading member as if attempting vainly to dislodge the trespassing organ. His cock planted in my ass to the hilt David waited for the spasms to subside when they did he began to fuck me.



Withdrawing his cock from my bottom until only the glans remained within my sphincter he drove his prick down fast and hard and the massive organ slid through my asshole into the depths of my bowels. Back and forth with greater force and an ever-increasing tempo his prick pumped inside my anus as he thrust home again and again assaulting my ass. My buttocks flattened beneath his every advance bouncing back as he withdrew to slam his cock deep into my backside again wracking my frame shaking my jutting cock and jiggling my balls. Every time his penis shoved into my ass I thought he d split me in half but I managed to accommodate his tick rigid prick and after several minutes of his ravaging assault moaning and groaning he slid his cock free and I felt his warm semen splatter against my naked backside.



We dressed and I left looking forward to another day of work. On the way to my car I saw Gus. He smiled at me and I smiled back at him no longer thinking him a disgusting faggot. In fact he was kind of cute. Had he been with David too? I wondered. Most likely I decided. There was probably a good reason that no one on David s crew wore underwear. I knew that I never would again. As Vinnie had said they were too restrictive.



Good ol Vinnie! I thought. When I got home I d give him a call. When he answered the phone I d say I know why you don t wear underwear anymore Vin I don t either. After all like David Gus Steve and the other guys on the crew Vinnie s kind of cute too.


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Two hot college gay boys enjoy bareback assriding and share cum swapping it mouth to mouth

Two hot college gay boys enjoy bareback assriding and share cum swapping it mouth to mouth

His First Taste of a Man Ch. 02

When we got into the bedroom Joe pushed me down onto his bed and reached for my pants. He grabbed the waistband and yanked them down to my knees unleashing my stiff pole to the open air. Without bothering to pull my pants the rest of the way off Joe quickly leaned in and touched my throbbing cock with both his hands as if exploring its texture. His hands slid up and down pumping my shaft slowly as he stroked me. My full balls were aching to cum and their heaviness caused them to hang low between my legs. Before I had the chance to get used to the pleasure of his hands they became replaced by Joe s slippery warm tongue. He ran it along the underside of my shaft making sure to lap at each of my full nuts before returning to my thick shaft.



The intense pleasure I was feeling was overwhelming and watching my friend go to town on my cock was putting me almost over the edge already. I watched as his lips sucked on my mushroom head and then pulled away leaving strands of his saliva mixed with my precum. My dick was sticky with all kinds of our fluids by now and I used my own hands to pump it and feed it deeper into Joe s hot mouth.



I could feel the cum boiling deep inside me built up from the entire night s events and ready to be released in one giant explosion. But Joe had other ideas and I wondered what he was up to as he pulled away from me and off the bed. For a split second I thought he had come to his senses about sucking another cock but these feelings were quickly erased when Joe slid my pants off my body completely. He then climbed onto the bed next to me and stuck his ass out in front of me as if inviting me to it. When he saw the quizzical look on my face Joe told me that since he got to cum first I would get to cum up his tight ass.



I stared at his ass taut and tanned nicely sticking up in the air as he knelt on all fours. Not once did I consider not going through with this and I positioned myself behind my buddy on his bed. My hands roamed over his asscheeks and down his thighs caressing his muscular body. Thinking nothing else tonight could surprise me I was proven wrong when Joe told me to lube him up with my tongue and then fuck his ass. My mind was mush and all I knew was my cock was rock hard and there was a tight warm hole in front of me waiting to be filled by my big tool. I knelt down to Joe s ass and stuck my tongue out hesitantly at first barely making contact with his ass hole. He had no hair there which was good and the smooth hole begged for my tongue deep inside it. I squeezed his cheeks apart with my hands and let my tongue worm its way into his hot ass licking around inside there for the very first time. The smell was not as unpleasant as I thought it would be and I continued to lick as Joe s moans became louder.



After another minute or so Joe told me to fuck his ass hard and he held his ass open with his hands inviting my lead pipe of a cock to plug his little hole. I did not think there was a chance I could fit in there but I lined up my dick at his entrance and rubbed his hole with my cock head at first. He writhed around my cock begging for me to just feed it into him. I became more brazen and I slid further in holding his ass for support as I navigated my drooling penis into his ass. I regained the ability to think for a moment and I asked if I should get a condom but Joe pushed back hard into my crotch and told me to shut up and just fuck him already. Hearing this made me crazy and I released any remaining inhibitions and I eased my dick inch by inch into the tightest place its ever been. When my wiry pubes were tickling Joe s butt he gasped at how filled up he was. The pleasure was too much for either of us to handle and as I got used to this new feeling I started to pump his ass a little bit faster and harder slowly working into a rhythm of plowing his tight ass hole. He screamed out as I fucked him pushing back onto my cock as I thrust into him just as hard.



I reached underneath him to grab his fat piece of cockmeat and I managed to jerk it for him as I banged into him. The feeling of his hard meat in my hands combined with the tightness of his ass put me over the edge and I announced I was going to explode any second. I thought Joe would turn around and take my load in his mouth but I kind of hoped I could just release my massive cum load deep into his ass. Lucky for me Joe had the same thought and he grinded his ass into me as I fucked it for all I was worth finally after five or six more hard thrusts I felt my balls tighten. My cum erupted out of my penis and into Joe blast after blast shot into him in the most incredible sensation I have ever felt in my life. I could actually feel each wad of cum shooting into his ass the heat making us both dizzy. As I finished cumming I pulled my not so shrinking cock out of Joe and he turned to face me. I could see the satisfied look in his eyes and he immediately darted his tongue right for my cock to lick up the remnants of juices from our hot fuck session. I could see my cum dripping out of his ass and onto the bed and that only made my cock stiffen again as Joe lapped up the last drops.



When the rush died down we both collapsed onto his bed next to each other our bodies drenched with sweat. Both of our cocks were somehow rockhard and we had each other s hands rubbing the other s big thick cock. We looked at each other as if to say without words that we were not yet done for the night…


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Boy squeezes his massive shlong

Boy squeezes his massive shlong

A Secret Life Ch. 01

Authors note: The idea for this story came when I was writing A New Life and it features characters from that and a one scene in particular that was key to how this gets going. You don t need to have read the first story to get this one though. It s also done from two perspectives because I like knowing both sides of any story.



This one is less of a slow burner and features more sex but still has some plot. I hope you like it and if you do please vote! Oh and I promise to post the rest quickly!




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Steve



Six years. That s how long I had been working at the firm. I started straight from school deciding to earn money to help out my mum who couldn t work and had given up most things to raise me and my sisters when our waster father buggered off. I was good with computers and spent more time online than in the real world some days. The work suited me perfectly because I got to do geeky stuff all day every day and each evening I played rpgs or fought with and against other geeks all over the world. I was doing that before I left school but it was a relief to find out that the hours I d spent building and programming computers made me employable. Entry level at first but I soon learned the ropes.



I use the phrase geek advisedly. I know a lot of people don t like it but I really couldn t think of myself as anything else. I had a better relationship with my pc than a lot of people did with their family. Not that I didn t love my family but they couldn t take me to other worlds or absorb me for hours in a debate over Star Trek: TNG. See I m not only obsessed with computers but I also love sci-fi. I never dress up t-shirts and a pair of trousers is about the best I get and most of the t-shirts display one or other of my obsessions.



I looked the part too. Glasses because I couldn t get on with contacts not horrific looking but certainly not male model material. My hair was a boring mid-brown and did exactly what it wanted whether I tried to brush it or not so I usually didn t bother. My eyes were a nondescript hazel. I was friendly to my colleagues but preferred being online with my friends there and didn t have that many mates irl. In short I was utterly forgettable. If you saw me in the street you d just pass me over as another geek and no real notice would be taken. Not that I minded I certainly didn t want to be the centre of attention but still it would be nice to get some attention once in a while.



Work allowed me to study and gain qualifications in programming so I was able to get more and more geeky as time went by. Not so much in my behaviour that was already as far as it could get but I was able to enter the really exclusive discussion boards online where any normal person wouldn t have a clue. I spent time with online communities developing open source software and providing tech support to the newbies. More importantly though my new skills got me moved to a different department and I started working with Dave.



It s not as though I hadn t met people irl that were like me but I d never met anyone so much like me until I was introduced to him. He had the classic geek look too although he was really slim and his eyes and hair were darker. He kind of looked like he didn t often see the sunlight almost gothy although he didn t dress that way or wear makeup. I was kind of envious of his look because he was much more striking than I was and I was particularly envious of his waistline because sitting on my backside every day hadn t done mine many favours. Not that I was huge but you could certainly pinch an inch (or two) anywhere you cared to try. I d like to think I was cuddly but no-one seemed to want to.



It wasn t so much the looks that made us similar as our interests. We loved the same sci-fi programmes and the same authors we listened to the same music and we played the same online games. When he told me his gamer tag I knew it straight away – I d played with him a load of times but never realised he was in the same town let alone in the same building most of the week. I d even chatted to him once in a while but there were so many people I talked to online during games I doubted we had ever said anything of any importance so as we d have worked out we could meet. He even had a hand in most of the same development projects as I did. It was quite freaky.



That was more than three years ago and during that time we had gone from playing online occasionally to sharing a flat and sitting in our bedrooms with the doors open so we could chat as we teamed up playing some of our favourite games. All day at work we sat beside each other doing our tasks often working together on stuff because we discovered that two brains especially ones wired as similarly as ours seemed to be worked things out quicker and then our evenings were spent either watching our favourite tv shows and films or on our computers until we got too tired to keep our eyes open any longer.



Dave knew me better than anyone else but there was just one thing I had kept from him. For all our mutual obsessions there was just one thing that I was obsessed with that I never let him know about. Him.



I can t look back on it and pinpoint a moment it happened. It s not as though suddenly one day I looked at him and instead of my geeky mate he was a sex god. It s just that over the long time I had spent with him I d gradually come to realise that what I liked about him wasn t simply that we were friends who had a lot of interests in common it was also that I wanted him.



Like I guess every guy and probably some girls I had spent a good amount of my time online looking at porn. I liked the look of the female form and I used to have no problem getting off to pictures of naked women. Over time alongside my growing attraction to Dave I started to look at naked men and gay porn and now it seemed to be the only thing I searched for when I wanted some hot images.



I guessed I was either bi or gay but since my experience to date was one drunken snog with a woman at a school leaving party I didn t exactly have much practical knowledge to go on. By now I knew though that if there was ever a chance that someone would want to be with me I would be looking for a guy not a girl.



I wasn t looking though because in all honesty the only guy I wanted was Dave. The more I examined my feelings the more I realised that I was in love with him. Which was ridiculous and I knew it. I d been living with him for about 18 months. Not once had he shown any sign of interest in me or even in men in general.



Once in a while I used his computer and his search history always showed porn of the purely straight kind. I always made sure I deleted my searches in case he looked on my pc and kept a couple of sites where I could ogle the men but there were always women in the pictures too. He d think it was very weird if there wasn t any porn in my history I was supposed to be a red-blooded male after all.



I lost count a long time ago of how many times I imagined something happening that would get us together. A drunken kiss a particularly intense game of truth or dare a moment when I dared to confess my desires but they never came about in reality. I dreamt of him taking me making me his in so many different ways. It was strange that I usually pictured him taking me given that I was the larger of us physically but something about the idea of being filled with his cock turned me on every time I thought about it. My favourite fantasy was of him coming to my room late at night hard and horny.



He would barely speak to me in my fantasies just jerking back the bedsheets and taking in the sight of my naked body with a predatory smile on his face. His lust shone out in his eyes and made me hard even before he climbed on top of me and pressed me into my bed. I was his and he knew it. He would touch and kiss me over my body making me tremble with desire and desperate for him to take me. Sometimes it would be slow seduction and other times he would just lift my legs and push himself inside the hurt and the pleasure combining to have me screaming his name.



Every time I pleasured myself I imagined that it was him doing this to me. I would stroke my cock wishing it was his hand on me and press my finger inside my ass imagining it was his hard dick making that same journey and giving me the ultimate pleasure. I usually came with his name on my lips but I always managed to keep it to a whisper conscious that the object of my desires was so close he could hear me if I cried it out like I wanted to.



Sometimes I even considered it wondering what would happen if he caught me covered in my release with my finger still inside me giving him all the clues he would need to what I had just been doing while thinking about him but I was too afraid he would be disgusted by me.



It was always in the back of my mind that I was going to be alone for a long time if all I ever wanted and waited for was Dave to notice me the way I noticed him now. But I couldn t seem to make the break from him. We did everything together and if he was away visiting his family I missed him like crazy. It was better to have him close and never have anything with him than try and tear myself away. It might not be forever and perhaps one day I wouldn t be able to take it any longer but for now he could be my world and my hand could be my lover.



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Dave



Now and again I took stock of my life. It was nearly yet another birthday 23 was almost upon me and tonight seemed like a good time to open up my list from last year and find out what I had managed to achieve off my goals for the year. I had managed to get a promotion and done a few of the things I d challenged myself with – a bungee jump most notably although there was no way in hell I was doing that again. I knew the one that was going to be put off again to next year. It just seemed to move across from list to list always at the top. TELL STEVE.



When I first put that on the list three birthdays ago it meant tell Steve I m gay . Now it meant tell Steve I m gay and I want to spend the rest of my life with him . If it wasn t happening for the first one I sure as hell wasn t going to tell him that. I used to figure it would come up in conversation sometime but there never seemed to be the perfect moment and I was fairly sure now that there never would be. How do you just drop that into a chat?



I d got myself too deep now spending all my time with him working with him and living with him. There was no way we could continue with that if he knew how I really felt so I just kept it as my secret and hoped he would never notice the way I sometimes looked at him. I knew we were close but it was totally non-sexual much to the disappointment of my dick.



If I ever managed to admit to him that I liked boys he would wonder why I hadn t told him sooner. It s not like we just met. I should have mentioned it at the start or at least before we moved into our shared flat but like I said there was never the perfect moment. I loved the time I spent with him and I never wanted it to end. I d had a few brief flings before we started living together but since then I d been living like a monk scared in case he caught me with a man. And I didn t want anyone else anyway. A bit of company would be nice sometimes but at the end of the day I only wanted to be having sex if it was with him.



I kept hoping for some sign that he might be open to at least an experiment. It would probably kill our friendship if it did happen though. The number of times I thought about getting him drunk and seducing him was ridiculous but I never dared actually do it. Truth was I didn t want to scare him away from me. It didn t stop me imagining what it might be like though.



Sometimes I caught him coming out of the shower with only a towel around him and the sight of his hairy chest had me heading for a shower myself so I could jerk off with the image fresh in my mind. I don t think he would believe he had a good body but even though he didn t have a six-pack I just wanted to cuddle up to him. I liked a little bit of padding on my men and he had that but still some definition. I was just a weed straight up and down and barely able to keep my trousers up without a belt.



And his hairy chest that just made me want to run my fingers through it for hours. The one thing that really did it for me was chest hair and he had more than enough to make me drool. I suspected if anyone played with it he would be moaning his pleasure in no time and I had imagined doing it often enough. I wanted to be the one that he discovered that turn on with and pretty much every other thing I could think of that would have him coming in my hand my mouth or my ass.



I had a couple of days off at the end of the week ready for my birthday and Steve was going to join me on Friday so we could do something for the day although since we had planned to be drinking on the Thursday night it was pretty likely half of Friday would pass by in a sleepy haze and we d just end up watching Firefly on DVD again. He didn t know about my thing for Nathan Fillion but there were some pretty women in it too so I could get away with lusting and it not be obvious. I was actually glad that Steve would be out of the flat for two days not because I wanted to be away from him but because it gave me a chance to indulge my (very) guilty pleasures.



By Wednesday I was more than ready for Steve to be out of the flat for a while. I got up at my usual time so I could join him for breakfast. I enjoyed sitting there having a chat over a cup of coffee and some cereal and didn t really want to miss out on that bit of time with him even if we weren t then heading out together. Once he left I waited for about half an hour which seemed to take forever to pass by to make sure he wasn t coming back because he d forgotten something. I really didn t think he d appreciate finding me and I definitely didn t want to get caught.



Very rarely was I in our flat for long by myself but when I was I took total advantage like I was going to now. I headed from the living room back towards the bedrooms straight into Steve s and fell onto the bed. I wrapped myself in the duvet smelling Steve on the covers and the pillow. It wasn t stale or sweaty it was just the natural smell of him and it could drive me wild.



My cock was hard already the anticipation of being able to do this again was almost enough because the opportunity came so rarely. I inhaled deeply as I started to stroke my dick thinking about Steve but my fantasy Steve who came on to me or responded to my unspoken desires.



I had already raided his laundry basket and put a couple of pairs of boxers ready for me. I really was desperate and he had no idea that he regularly lost his underwear to me until I could exchange it for a fresh pair full of his scent. One pair went to my face so I could breathe him in and the other to my cock to catch my release when it came. Being surrounded by the smell of the man I needed so badly meant it didn t take long.



I pictured myself playing with Steve licking at his face and neck and kissing him hard whenever I could before I pushed him down my body. I gave my nipples a few tweaks as I thought about him sucking and nibbling at them. My movements and my thoughts together made pleasure shoot down to my cock and I started stroking harder and faster keeping my fantasy going as he moved down over my chest my stomach and eventually to my leaking dick. I moaned loudly at the thought of his hand caressing my balls and shaft.



Fantasy Steve had only just started to lick at my cock head and I was shooting my load groaning out loud as I did so. I lay for a while longer imagining being curled up with him after the main event. I might be doing a pretty sad thing but it wasn t just that I wanted sex I wanted everything with him. I had to work hard to fight the urge to fall asleep in the little cocoon I wanted to believe was the real him. I wanted to be in his bed all the time and with him there to do all these things in the real world.



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Steve



Wednesday being at work without Dave was really odd. I was so used to him being beside me all day I didn t quite know what to do with myself. Even the work I had to do wasn t going really fast without his input and I had no-one really to talk to because the others were busy. My other colleagues in our team Greg and Simon weren t even around much because they were working on some big presentation of the project they had been working on. It was quiet and I felt kind of lonely without my buddy even though the building was full of people. I couldn t wait to get home and back to him. Even better when I got home he d been so bored he d done all my laundry and cooked. He looked a bit embarrassed when I thanked him for sorting out my crusty sheets.



Thursday was a little better partly because I was more used to it then but probably more because I was looking forward to a night starting the birthday celebrations followed by a three day weekend. By mid-afternoon though I just wanted to get out of there. I was stuck on something that was doing my head in too and I knew if Dave was there he d have known just what I was doing wrong in minutes. In his absence I needed to find Simon because he was the only other person I knew who could deal with this code easily. I figured he would still be in the meeting room with Greg setting up since the presentation was tomorrow.



It never occurred to me to knock so I walked straight in and stopped dead in my tracks as the scene unfolded. Greg and Simon were so engrossed in each other they didn t even notice my presence for a moment and it was a moment that seemed etched on my retinas afterwards. Greg s arms were around Simon one hand in his hair as Simon s head leaned back for the intense kiss they were involved in. Greg s other hand was in the small of Simon s back holding him close but not tight.



The air seemed thick with lust and passion but then I was forgetting to breathe. I had never seen such an intense sight or such a private moment between two people. In porn movies there s often little or no preamble but this was a promise and an indication of so much more between them. I was getting hard just at the sight and I couldn t help imagining Dave and I in a similar situation. The sigh I let out at that thought made them notice me and they hurriedly pulled apart.



Sorry. I somehow managed to get out. I just needed some help for five minutes but you re busy so… My voice tailed off. Why did I mention them being busy? Idiot.



Simon looked worried. Look um we shouldn t have been doing that here. We d appreciate it if you d keep it to yourself.



I nodded. Don t worry. I haven t got any problem with it I was just really surprised. Are you two err.. I wasn t doing very well on stringing a sentence together.



I saw the two of them share a look and smile at each other. Clearly the answer was yes and their happiness shone out. I had another wistful moment wanting that sort of connection for myself.



Greg confirmed what I had already seen. Yes we re dating. But we aren t sure that some people here will receive it well so we ve kept it to ourselves.



Like I said I ve got no problem and I won t say anything. But you might want to cut out the major snogfests in the office. You might not be so lucky with who walks in on you next time! I grinned and they smiled but looked a bit embarrassed. I was glad for the cover of humour because their display made me want to rush home right now and persuade Dave he wanted me too. I ll leave you to get back to the presentation.

I headed out of the room and took a deep breath. Dear lord please let that happen to me just once in my life. A kiss that could make me weak at the knees and probably want to drop to them as well. Maybe just maybe this episode would give me an opening with Dave to at least have a conversation sound him out. Not tell him I was in love with him but at least see what he thought.



By the time I had got home I realised I wasn t going to have that conversation without some beer in me. Amazing what inhibitions alcohol destroys. Maybe even the one that stopped me kissing Dave and seeing how he reacted. I could blame it on the drink next day or seeing that kiss and perhaps things wouldn t be weird. But I would still be mortified if he pushed me away. Right now I could always just hope that something might happen eventually the reality that it wouldn t might be too hard to take.



When I got home I found Dave had cooked again and it was my favourite macaroni cheese. I moaned appreciatively at the creamy cheese sauce as I took my first mouthful. I know he liked the fact that I loved the food he made and he blushed at the sound I made. We had a couple of beers at home and then headed down to our local to meet a few friends but it was pretty quiet for them as most had to work the next day.



I didn t have an opportunity to speak to him alone while we were out like that but he must have noticed I was a bit quiet and distracted because he looked at me oddly a couple of times. I still couldn t get the kiss I saw out of my head. Now that I had a bit more time to think about it the fact that Simon and Greg were gay and I had no idea was also a bit odd. Simon was fairly new but I d been working with Greg as long as with Dave and it never even crossed my mind.



By the time Dave was ready to head back to our flat I had no idea how much I had drunk. As I stood up I instantly felt it and I wobbled over to him smiling like a complete muppet. He smiled back amused at my lack of co-ordination I guess. I resisted the urge to kiss him right then and just slung my arm around his shoulder for support. I don t quite know how but despite me being a lot bigger than him he could certainly hold his drink better. He put his arm around my waist and steered me out of the pub and towards home.



I was definitely horny now and kept running through my head ways of starting a conversation with him. Being this close especially after today was making matters worse and the combination of his body against mine making me tremble and my drunkenness making the world a bit wobbly meant I couldn t concentrate on much apart from putting one foot in front of the other. At one point I stumbled and I gasped as he held me tighter to keep me from falling. His body was so warm and fitted so well against mine.



It must have taken us twice as long as usual to get home from the pub because I could not walk in a straight line and Dave had to keep pulling me towards him so I would go the right way. Each time he did it my excitement at his closeness built. I was drunk enough that I stopped thinking about the bad things that might happen and just wanted to jump him to see what happened.



Thankfully before I could follow through on that thought we got home and he dumped me on the sofa and headed to make coffee. My side still felt warm from his body but I missed the connection the moment he untangled himself from me. I tried to follow him to the kitchen but couldn t seem to stand so I just sat on the sofa and giggled until he returned with a mug full of coffee and sat next to me not close enough for my liking right then there was air between us.



What s with you tonight? he asked. You ve been quiet and got way more pissed than usual.



My drunken brain saw the opening I wanted. Odd day. You ll never guess what I walked in on at work.



He looked like he was thinking about it but didn t have a serious answer. Aliens have landed and taken over the boss s body?



I went to give him a half-hearted punch in the arm but missed. No really happened not a sci-fi plot. Although I m still having trouble believing it and perhaps body-snatching was involved. I giggled and watched Dave raise his eyebrows I think at having weird conversations with his drunken mate.



So you saw someone snogging? he said not seeming all that interested.



I thought about it for a moment and replied in a serious and sober voice that surprised even me. They weren t snogging . It was the most intense and passionate kiss I think I ve ever seen.



He looked slightly amused at my reply. So your weird behaviour is mostly being horny after getting a live porn preview?



I went red and he saw it because he started laughing. I m not horny I muttered but not wanting to look him in the eye while I said it in case my eyes betrayed me.



Looks like you are to me he replied and sweet jesus he glanced at my crotch when he said it didn t he? The girl must have been really hot.



This time I did look straight at him because I wanted to see the reaction. There wasn t a girl there.



The look was stunned. It took him a moment to recover but he didn t ask what I hoped he might given that he must have seen my cock was rising at the memory. Who? There s no-one out at work that I know of.



I felt smug now and relieved that I wasn t the only one being so dense either. Greg and Simon.



He managed to look even more stunned. What? Really? As in Greg and Simon in our team? I nodded to confirm. I had no idea. he trailed off as he said that clearly thinking about something probably working out what he d not noticed.



Me neither. It s made me wonder how thick I really am when it comes to these things. Perhaps I need to re-evaluate everyone I know in case I ve missed it.



He went silent for a long moment. I thought I might have pushed this too far for him to be comfortable and I wasn t quite sure whether to tell him then or leave it now I had laid some groundwork. Then he raised his head and looked me straight in the eyes as he said quietly



You should start with me.



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Frigid Hearts Ch. 01

Character s ages are:



Jalena – 21

Malakai – 19

Jouya- 22

Ranae – 20

Domanis – 23

Delano – 25

Thanasis – 29




*******~*_Frigid Hearts_*~*******




The streets were busy – the rush to get out of the blistering winter winds only spurred the crowds to finish up their tasks so they could hurry home in the comforts of a warm home. Not everyone had a home. A cat peered at the passing humans with narrowed yellow eyes. Sensing that there was no food available the creature turned back into the alley. Powdery snow tickled it s whiskers as it lowered it head to the ground – a new scent invaded it s sensitive nose. Curious it gave a mew before venturing towards a pile of boxes tucked back against the wall that ended the alley. And there huddled in the corner was a teenage boy in torn clothes that barely clung to his body.



It was cold. Very cold and wet. Sitting up slowly the boy would ve cried out in pain if his voice would work. W-What s wrong with my voice?? He blinked in worry there was no change to the black he saw. Fear gripped at his mind he shakily brought his hands to his face searching for a blindfold or whatever it was that impeded his vision. His hands pulled away empty-handed. Why-Why can t I see? What s wrong with me? Now scrambling to stand the boy bit his lip as intense pain ripped through his body. Why-What happened to me? Why is it so cold? Why can t I… Scared he gently sat down again careful not to hurt the other injuries he felt on his body. W-Without sight….How can I… The voice he had in his mind trailed off as he raised his hands – he could still feel things with his hands. Hesitantly the boy let his fingertips run gently over body feeling for any other injuries. M-my clothes…They re almost shredded…No wonder it s so cold…



Meow? The boy raised his head listening hard so he could home in on where the sound was coming from. He d heard that sound before but from where?



Meow? Hands reached out searching for the source of that sound that stirred something in his mind. He felt his lips curl with smile when he felt soft fur touch his cool fingers. Careful the boy picked the creature up and nuzzled his cheek against. A strange sound rumbled throughout the creature reverberating against his chest as he held it close. I-It tickles… Liking it he settled back before he thought worriedly about his situation.



Where am I? And why can t I remember anything before this?



***




Alone in the upperclass apartments of District 18 a young man of nineteen sweated and scurried around the kitchen. Curses and pleas escaping his lips he searched for scissors before returning to his dying flowers. They were already starting to wilt the sudden snow fall affecting them too much.



Come on! You guy s aren t dying so soon! The rare flowers managed to bloom just a few weeks ago and there was no way he d let those flowers die. He had tried everything those expensive plant feed kits special formulas and altering where he placed the flower pots. Nothing worked.



After an hour of adjusting the various lamps placed in the living room the boy gave up. Feelings coiled together things unfamiliar but not. With a growl he closed his eyes: he hated it when this happened. Everything felt so strange like somewhere deep in him was being clawed apart. His body felt riled with sudden energy ready to throw a punch or start screaming. What is this feeling? Anger? Fustration? Annoyance? So many times did his sister try and explain emotions to him but nothing seemed to help him understand the foreign feelings. His normally furrowed brows lessened somewhat as he stared out the window looking at the delicate snowflakes descend from the dark skies. A laugh slipped past his mask and died as in a near sob. Now his chest hurt like someone had ripped his heart out.



Gods…It s hurts not being able to feel now…



***




It was almost evening now and the crowds were dispersing as the light began to fade. The skies grew darker as the snow started to fall more steadily. On a street in District 28 people suddenly streamed out of a building. Smiles and happiness permeated the air but most could not detect the feeling.



Jalena smiled as people filed out of the bar. Her performance this night stained the air she could feel it. I just wish they could feel it too… Already stored away her lyric sheets the girl picked up her bag and looped it around her shoulder. There s too many dark eyes…They re starting to show up everywhere… Sadness hit her hard knowing that her brother too had lost the ability to feel. And what s worse is that his eyes are completely black… Maybe her singing her emotion-imbused words could help those in the crowd turn away from their self-induced poison and clear their minds of the misfortunes and problems they experienced. Luckily she had managed to pick herself back up keep those thoughts away but not everyone could with what was going on in the world right now.



Still here Jally? She turned and gave a smile – only Axel would call her by that name. Jalena eyed the rather handsome man and gave a smile Yah just thinking about stuff… She left off she knew he understood the topic of her thoughts.



Hmm…That was good singing tonight by the way. Really made me feel something in my heart. The older man gave a smile You keep it up! Jalena gave a laugh and saluted on her way out.



Will do Axy!



Don t call me that!



Ahh…That blonde bombshell is always good for a chuckle… The twenty-five year old owner of Sable Infinity Bar always had words that were said with ease but full of sincerity that made her feel even better. There were only a few in the whole world who still had bright eyes. Eyes that had color. Not tinted eyes that don t shine in the light… With a inward sigh the petit girl brushed her dyed long green hair over her shoulder and hurried on her way home. Better hurry home… Jalena smiled knowing her older brother would be worrying about her right now.



Meow? The sound got her attention and stopped infront of the alley entrance. It was dark forboding. Maybe it s a stray…I bet Jouya wouldn t mind if I brought it home…



W-Wait! Come back! The boy in the alley felt the creature leave his arms could feel the bitter bite of the cold weather embrace him once more. Wait!The act of giving comfort to another was something that helped calm himself and now that the creature was leaving… The boy gave a sharp scream in his mind as he stumbled on something right after trying to follow the retreating thing. Pain throbbed in his back especially his shoulders. Tears came to his eyes but he couldn t find the name for them as he whimpered silently.



Jalena jumped at the sudden crash in the alley the sharp of metal clanging together still echoing in her ears. She heard scuffling as if someone was trying to get up after a tumble. Considering to go and see her hesitancy faded when her chocolate brown eyes fell on a small figure coming into view. She gave a gasp and rushed into the alley kneeling next to the person who lay on the cold snow.



Hey are you alright? Aren t you…cold…? Her question died as her eyes adjusted to the darker surroundings the person a boy was in terrible condition. His clothes barely hung onto his thin body and was covered in bloodstains. Jalena gently tipped the boy s face up making sure he was consious and breathing then gave a gasp.



H-his eyes…



Those startling lavender eyes were bright. Their sheen was spectacular compared to the dark fading colors she saw on those who lost hope. Those who lost the will to keep fighting against the problems the world threw at them. But his eyes…They re…filled with tears?. Jalena gave a gasp and laid the hand she used to tip the boy s chin up onto his cheek.



A-Are you alright? You seem to be hurt everywhere… Her answer was silence. Frowning she watched the boy mouth something over and over again. His eyes darted back and forth and were glazed over with tears and something else. Like…He can t focus on anything The girl s eyes widened could he not speak nor see?



Please don t hurt me whoever you are…I can hear your questions but I can t answer you… The warm hand started to stroke his cold cheek he shivered.



Can you hear me? The voice was soft gentle and understanding. He nodded and heard the girl give a relieved sigh



Can you speak? Here he shook his head and made his face into what he hoped was a wince as he rubbed his throat shaking his head. Then he shuffled away and tapped at his closed eyelids in hopes to let the girl know he couldn t see. Wait- Th-They re open!! His body gave a shake and more water streamed down his face. This water…W-What is it called? It had a name…



You re eyes? What…Can t you see me? Heart lightened that she understood him somewhat he shook his head feeling more water run down his face.



You poor dear…Here…I ll take you to my home where you can get warm and dry. An arm hooked under his and jarred his injuries leaving him to scream in his mind.



Will you let me take you with me? The girl sounded so caring it was hard to deny her help besides he couldn t say no to dry clothes and a warm place to sleep. He nodded and felt himself be gently tugged to stand. He moved as best as he could favoring his left leg because of the burning pain he felt on his right side. My back…Gods… It felt as though some of his skin had been ripped off and left great gaping wounds. He felt the girl pull him slowly and he walked blindly following her lead.



Meow?



T-The cat! He turned sharply then regretted it as pain blossomed over his body. Ignoring it he reached a hand out pointing in the direction he heard the cat. I-Its cold out! It ll get freezing at night. It meowed again strengthening his attempt to get the girl s attention.



What is it? Is something wrong? She finally asked when he stopped walking with her. Yes! I-I want to bring that furry creature with me! P-Please! He ached to hold something to him something he could comfort and be comforted by touch.



Well…Come on then…



I don t want to leave the cat behind…



* * *



Cigarette smoke flew out of Jouya s mouth as he chuckled quietly. Malakai s attempts are just too funny… The stubborn kid wouldn t accept that his flowers were dying and wouldn t survive for long even with the use of all the lamps of the apartment to appease the dying weed s picky needs.



Jouya! Nothing I do works! I ve tried everything and still- Can t you do anything besides smirk at me? And put out that cigarette…You know I hate those things…



Jouya couldn t help it Malakai s confusing mood changes were much too amusing although he felt guiltly for laughing. It had been days since he found anything worth a tug to his lips and the young teenager s antics were too funny to ignore. Of course…I ve always liked the boy… Malakai had never really managed to grasp his emotions ever since his parent s death and lost his ability to feel emotions or understand what he felt. The questions the boy would ask him were always to the point and the needful look on his face made Jouya want to tell him and hide it from him at the same time to save him from the pain of knowing he couldn t feel. Him and Jal…I can only hope Jalena can bring those feelings back soon… The cheery young girl had an aura about her that made everyone smile somehow – an ability much needed now. She s a good influence…



The twenty-two year old young man let his body slink back into his chair as he inhaled his cigarette There are even times when I think I can understand some emotions now…



The younger boy collapsed onto his knees next to his chair face stuck between pain and the expression of anger that Jalena had pointed out to him how to recognize the emotion. Many times Malakai knelt on the floor fists unclenching and clenching as he mumured silently face hidden by his long brown bangs. Jouya ran his crimson eyes over the younger and felt the need to comfort Kai again. After so many times of offering a comforting hand to the boy Jouya found it natural to just reach out and run his fingers through those long brown locks. Out of routine whenever Malakai collapsed from stress Jou would calm the boy.



Feeling gentle fingers wind through his hair Malakai gave a sigh and laid his cheek against Jouya s armrest of the chair . Dark velvet covering and a lamp next to it the area was strictly Jouya s. Opening his completely black eyes- When had…I closed them? – Malakai looked around their average sized apartment just perfect for the three of them to live without trouble. Plant pots were now spread out across the whole living room they used to be in one corner but since the plants started to die… No matter what I do…



M-My flowers… He whimpered and suddenly moved so his cheek rested on the black-clothed knee of Jouya. The older shushed him telling him that everything dies eventually but never ceased the movement of those comforting fingers. The rattling emotions burned his mind and skin something like what Jalena described to him as anger. Why can t I save them? They…They were doing so well… Water prickled at his eyes and kept his gaze blurry even when the door burst open he had no trouble to recognize who it was – no other girl lived with them. Only Jalena did.



Jou! Malakai! I-I need help!



Jouya let his fingers linger in Kai s hair only for a few extra seconds the boy had given a terrible jump at the sudden noise before gently pushing the boy off his knee. Striding over to the door he gave a gasp at what Jalena struggled to keep upright. A boy covered in bloodstains and injuries was slinking to the floor slowly as if he had no more strength to stand.



I-I found him about half a block away just past the Axel s bar! He s hurt bad and- She let out a yelp as her slick arm fell away from the boy s bloody shoulder and slipped from her grip. Jouya caught the boy and hoisted him up into his arms. Scooping around his knees and shoulders he nearly dropped the boy because of the scream the newcomer gave out. Oh Gods! Quickly he made for Malakai s old bedroom and sat the injured boy rather than laying him down. Suspecting something wrong with his back Jouya quickly scanned over the barely clothed teenager.



Jal get me clean towels and the first aid kit! Malakai! Get me a bucket of warm water and bring them back!



Both nodded shakily and ran to get what he needed. Jouya turned to the strange new boy and bit his lip. Eyeing the long tangled mess of purple hair he fished out the hairtye he kept in his pocket the one he usually used on Jal s hair and quickly bound the hair from the boy s face and injuries.



Jouya! Here! I got you the towels and kit! Mala s just getting you a sponge!



Here Jou! Malakai ran in depositing the bucket of water on the ground A-anything else you need?



No close the door and leave me with him I ll need to concentrate while working over him.



A-Alright…



After shooing the other two away Jouya down the lights in the room guessing the boy would be startled when he woke up. He eyed the boy from a distance trying to guess what the boy had been through. H-His back… Moving closer he saw two long diagonal cuts that ran with the line of his shoulder blades. The cuts were deep as if a sharp blade had sliced the skin very quickly. Unknown to Jou a look of great sympathy crossed his face as he reached out and let his fingers ghost along one of the cuts not actually touching the wound. The boy on the bed stirred shivering suddenly as he twisted on his stomach. The movement startled the older from his thoughts and swirled his fingers gently into the boy s tangled hair as carefully as he could.



Sh…Shh…It s alright… And the boy calmed just as Jouya thought he would.



With knowing hands Jouya cleaned the boy s back so that it was free of blood and the dirt. With no trouble he turned the boy so he was facing him and wrapped a bandage around his stomach where large cuts had been made then laid the boy on his stomach once more. This isn t good…He s far too light… The boy was cleaned and bandaged now but would it be enough? He let his hand sink back into the boy s long purple hair taking a liking to the color. Maybe I ll get Jal to stay in here for the night…



-from our realm forever. Take him away! Hands grabbed him roughly and the next thing the boy knew pain inflamed his body as knives cut into his body then it grew into more that made him scream. Before passing out he felt hands hands everywhere…Shouts…Someone crying? And hands pulling at his hair at his limbs and laughter…



Laughter.




Lavender eyes creaked open faltering until he realized he was awake now – the hand touching him wasn t a dream person. Panicked and terribly scared he started to thrash around hoping to make the person go away. Don t touch me! Don t hurt me please! P-Please go away!!! His mind screamed as did his best to crawl away from the person who was touching him frightening him.



Jouya froze and felt something call out to him words from somewhere. Don t touch me! Don t hurt me please!… There was more but the shock to where it was coming from. But there Jou could somehow feel the words in the air coming from the boy who was still on the bed thrashing around. But wait…How can I…How can I feel? He blinked and suddenly knelt by the bed trying to calm the boy.



Shhhh…I m not going to hurt you…I want to help you but if you keep moving around like that…You re hurt…I won t hurt you… Whispering quietly he hesitantly placed his hand back on the boy s head just resting it there before letting his fingers slide through his long locks. The boy gave a shudder and turned his face towards him. Jouya stared at that face and something hammered him in his chest.



The boy was crying tears welling up in his eyes as he silently shook his head back and forth. H-His eyes… They were so…alive with emotion. Lavender and so…expressive. Jou s crimson eyes softened as did his movements till his fingers slide through the boy s hair at a slow pace. The boy closed his eyes and looked to be crying but no sound came out. Then he realized the boy s gaze was darting around everywhere as if he couldn t focus on one thing.



Where are you…Oh…I-I wish I could see you… More words from nowhere hit Jou. The older didn t stop to think how the words got to him he knelt closer to the boy s bedside and placed a hand on the boy s cheek something he always did with Malakai.



Can t you see me? The boy shook his head At least he can hear me… Jou gave a small shushing sound



Oh…Poor kid…No one s going to hurt you here…You can close your eyes and sleep. Shifting into a more comfortable position Jouya let his fingers start to run through the boy s hair again. I should brush it when he up and about… For a few seconds as the boy looked around more carefully and with purpose they locked eyes. Those few seconds before the boy turned his gaze elsewhere was enough to make that hammer feeling happen again in his chest.



Thank you… And the boy laid his head back down hesitantly before closing his brillant lavender eyes. Jou stayed with him until he was fully asleep and found it hard to leave the strange boy s side.

* * *



Jalena glanced at her brother and continued her worried pacing. The girl stopped here and there to examine the flowers and plants trying to figure out how to help them but the distraction only lasted a few minutes before she began walking around the living room again. That strange boy…Oh I do hope he ll be alright… There couldn t be more than a couple years of age difference between hersef and the stranger she could tell by the face shape and build of his body that had been exposed from under the few clothes he had worn. Jal glanced at her brother once more and then sighed. Malakai was rested his head against Jou s chair again kneeling and biting his fingernails again.



Oh Malakai don t do that… The youth jumped when he felt hands tug at his wrists. Oh…I was biting them again… A bad habit of his – biting his fingernails – his sister always had to stop him or Jou would. Jouya… The older man was like a security blanket to Malakai something that needed to be pulled around the other. As if he was beckoned by the youth s thoughts Jou gave a weary sigh as he entered the living room. Sitting up straight Malakai gave a hopeful smile and patted the man s chair. His smile grew when the older man nodded and sat down and patted his knee. Not caring it was strange Malakai rested his cheek on the offered headrest and nearly purred when he felt fingers run through his hair.



Is he alright? Voice quiet Mala raised his head somewhat eyes meeting the older s.



Yah is he alright Jou? Jal still next to him asked as well Did he tell you anything? He doesn t seem to want to talk or won t…And he can t see either…



Jou opened his mouth intending to tell the strange few minutes when he felt something. Felt emotions of concern worry and the fear from the strange boy. But I ll keep that from them…It won t help anything right now… No he doesn t seem to talk or see… Jou patted Malakai s head and let his fingers gently comb through the other s smooth locks But it doesn t matter…You two should get to bed… You both can meet our guest formally in the morning…



But Jou!



But I don t want to leave-



Both of you off to bed now… Keeping his voice firm Jouya gently pushed the boy s head off his knee and gave him a rare smile. I ll see you in the morning… The



unusual smile seemed to make Malakai s day even thought it was night with a nod the younger boy hurried off to his room that he often shared. Turning his crimson eyes to the green-haired girl Jouya gave a lesser smile



Goodnight Jally…I ll take care of him during the night…



O-kay… With a little knowing smile Jalena disappeared down the hall then came back to the living room with sleeping things. Jou noticed the extra pillow and blanket he raised a smooth eyebrow at the young girl



Malakai will surely come visit you while he thinks you re asleep… The girl gave a small giggle and left the living room once more He always does! She said last before going into her room.



That he does… Jouya gave a small sigh and fished a cigarette from his pocket and lit it. Drawing in a deep breath the man held it in before exhaling the smoke. Eyes watched the smoke fade disapear into the air and stain the surroundings with the tell-tale smell. After another Jou frowned and then put it out pressing it into the ash tray on the small table next to him. Malakai hates smoking… Not giving in to his cigarette cravings he waited for the younger boy to make his silent entrance attempt again. It was always fun to lead the teenager on letting him think he was being as sneaky when he crept in to sleep next to him. Then surprise him by tugging him closer… The man gave a chuckle and started thinking about their strange relationship. Malakai had always been clingy to those around him especially after his parents died suddenly. Those times were dark when Mala lost his heart and ability to feel. For about week the boy hadn t reacted at all much and was unusually quiet but somewhere in his mind it suddenly dawned on him that his parents were dead.



Gods…That night terrified me… Jou let his eyes close slowly remembering how that scream made something hammer hard at his chest. I thought something had happened to him… Those nights after the realization were horrible every night the boy woke up screaming himself hoarse. Every night he screamed out for his parents yelling for them to come in and comfort him.



But they never answered…They…They were dead…



That s when Jouya finally couldn t watch the boy suffer and when Malakai woke screaming again he went into the boy s room and talked to him a soft voice. The boy would start to cry asking what made those teardrops fall down his face and when everything would stop hurting.



And I gave no answer… All Jouya did run his fingers through the younger s hair and whisper to him that it d all be alright in the end that he should get more sleep. It worked telling him to sleep some more but an hour or so later he d wake screaming again. After the neighbors started to complain Jouya had been nearly out of hope. But the boy provided the solution after one night of begging to sleep in the same room. Apparently the comforting touch had helped the younger boy greatly and Malakai started to sleep in his room. Those first few weeks the boy insisted to kneel next to the bed resting his head in his arms and knelt the whole night no matter how much Jou tried to reassure the young one that sharing a bed wasn t a bother.



He said he didn t want to be trouble… Jou opened his eyes which were glazed just a little



He actually said that… He chuckled which died in a small sigh.



Who said what? The curious voice asked him and with a slight turn of the head Jouya saw Malakai standing near the living room entrance. The boy gave a surprised start at his daring and seemed to draw his body closer to him. This made Jouya laugh quietly at the shy one s actions



I was just thinking about things that happened a long time ago…What someone once told me…



What did they say to you? The boy unconsiously came closer head tilted to the side to prove his interest as he knelt by Jou s chair.



Well… The older paused and then patted his knee Malakai gave a happy smile and accepted the invitation.



This person long ago told me they didn t want to be trouble to me…



O-oh…



Do you remember what I told him…



Yes…



Jou smiled wishing the younger could feel the affectionate love that he had for the boy. Im pretty sure I love him…I could say I love you to anyone…But to some people the words wouldn t be easy to say…



He leaned down and placed a kiss on top of the boy s head



Good…I don t want you to ever forget what I told you… The hardest I love you to say…Is always the truest…



***




Sometime in the night Jouya carefully got out of his chair and lifted the light boy into his arms. With great care not to wake or hurt the younger Jou set Malakai down on his precious seat and tucked blankets around him. Sparing a few extra seconds the older let his hands run through the boy s hair and smoothed the bangs from his young face. With a smile Jouya turned down the lights in the living room and disappeared into the hall. There he waited outside Malakai s old room where their guest was sleeping and frowned. Leaning closer to the door Jou pulled back with worry – he heard rustling and the bed squeaking from sudden movements. As fast as he could with with no noise he snuck into the room and closed the door behind him. What…. The boy was thrashing around mouth soundless screaming as he slept – was he going into some kind of seizure?



G-Gods! Jou scrambled to the boy s side and held those thin shoulders hoping to keep him from struggling as he checked for breathing and vital signs. After a very fast evaluation of the boy Jouya frowned what was wrong with him? His eyes are closed…Maybe…Oh! Maybe it s a nightmare! But it was odd how come he wasn t making any noise how come-



He can t speak… Well duh…That s why he s… Kneeling closer to the bed Jouya found his hands starting to run through the strange boy s hair as well.



Hey…Shhh it s only a dream…It s okay…



The boy felt a voice pierce through all the images he heard it was soft and gentle. Hey…Shhh it s only a dream…It s okay… But it didn t feel like words it felt like something talking with something other than words maybe feelings? With a jolt he sat up arms flailing to keep away the people surrounding him grabbing at him tearing at his limbs. Numbly he felt someone s fingers combing though his hair and heard those soothing whispers again. W-Where am I? Who s touching me!?! With some effort he pushed the fingers away and tried to sit up. Eyes darting around he found he still could not see – was his hoping for the darkness to go away? Still black as ever the lack of light frightened him terribly.



Jouya accepted the fact his attempts for comfort wasn t wanted and kept his hands to himself. Again he felt the other s thoughts as if they were speaking again without words. How he didn t care as long as he made some kind of communication with the strange boy.



You re in my house in an apartment. You re in District 18 right now where the working buildings are located. Guessing that the boy was thinking all of his questions Jou licked his lips and closed his eyes. D-Does that help you?



Y-Yes…But who are you? Why are you touching me? The voice he heard in his mind was panicked full of fear and apprehension. Jou opened his eyes and started to reach out towards the boy once more but stopped himself. Best answer first….



My name is Jouya Tynan. You seemed to be having a nightmare and…Well I guess I should ve seen if I had permission to touch you. I apologize. The man paused My friend said she found you in an alley hurt and cut everywhere. She brought you here and I bandaged you up I m sorry but it had to be done. It s pretty late almost midnight but I wanted to check in on you. Did I bandage you alright? Are they too tight?



The boy frowned processing the kind gentle words. He…apologized to me for touching me… This person was very thoughtful obviously feeling as though the breach of space was a crime. Slowly uncurling his body from his somewhat defensive ball he flexed his body where he felt bandages and gave a hesitant smile.



I-I m alright- He started to speak but remembered he couldn t speak. I m alright. Your bandages are fine…Thank you…



May I ask you some questions? The man Jouya asked him. Frowning again eyes open and trying to target where the voice was coming from he nodded. Where are you from? And what is your name please.



Those manners again… But forgetting the man s politeness the boy though back hard wondering what the answers to those questions were. My name…How I came here?… Squeezing his eyes tight the boy relieved his last few memories. I remember…those people and hands and then this… Darkness. And any hint of a name was lost to him – Great…I m useless…I can t even remember my name…



Jouya stifled a laugh did the boy think himself useless? All of a sudden ever since his girlfriend s death Jouya felt again. All of that time without feeling or differentiating emotions…



Don t think like that. You are useful – no one is useless. And about your name…Well…We ll figure something out in the morning. You need sleep and I do as well.



O-Okay… The strange boy suddenly locked eyes with Jouya again before darting them away with a sad frown. Do you…Do you have something I could hold while I sleep? I found a cat outside…It let me hold it and it was…comforting.



Yeah…yeah I can give you something. I ll be right back…



Leaving the boy s side Jou hurried to his room across the hall. Opening it looking past the magazines and plants and different interesting pictures Jouya found the teddybear he placed on a shelf a long time ago. It was purple with black shiny eyes and a cute smile. It was his old girlfriend s purple being her favorite color he had given her the bear just a few days before she died in that crash. A mist started to grow over his eyes but he blnked the sheen away and gave a smile Purple…it reminds me of that boy s hair… Having found what he d been searching for Jou closed his bedroom door and returned to the boy s room.



You re back…Where did you go?



I got you something to hug…I-It s a teddybear so it ll be soft and fluffy like that cat you had in the alley.



Oh…How long am I to stay here Mr. Jouya?



The man couldn t help but laugh. P-Please haha don t call me Mr. Jouya. I prefer it just Jouya.



Okay but still…



We ll figure everything out in the morning you get to sleep now.



Alright…Thank you…



Jouya paused before closing the door admiring the strange aura around the boy now that he wasn t near the boy s side it felt colder and less…Less something?



No problem but how can you speak? I mean you-you aren t speaking yet I can hear what you say or-or think…How is that possible? For almost a minute Jou got no answer and started to think the boy was asleep when he heard/felt the boy speak once more.



Your heart told me what you were feeling…



But…I-I don t have a heart…I don t feel… Still confused as ever Jouya took the couch and tossed and turned much to get comfortable. For this night he had forsaken his chair for Malakai but no again. No tomorrow I ll let him cuddle up if he wants… With some trouble he closed his eyes and found sleep at three in the morning.



***



How dare you face the council! You have committed Infidelity! Do you or do you not admit that you meddled what did not matter to you?



-mean to! But what you re planning is cruel and I won t let you get-



-banished because of me…I am so sorry you they think it s you…



-away and don t even prepare him for the Falling! The longer he can t regain his senses the better! Away with him!



– you! I always will! I ll watch over you even if I lose my life!



-swear it! I swear it!




***



The boy jumped feeling water stream down his face soaking into the pillow he was using. Blinking rapidly the blazing white images he saw faded back into darkness. The blackness wasn t any different still a void that sucked up all color and light. So dark. So unlike home… Even though it was useless the boy blinked in surprise: So unlike home? With hope he squeezed his eyes shut pointless as well and thought hard. Maybe…Somehow…I ll get my sight and voice and everything will come back to me!



Come on…What can I remember? Well…Home was very bright…Always light out…Not like this constant darkness I see now… The boy guessed the contrast of what he was used to light and what he saw now dark made him remember. Keep going…Ah…Nothing else… Feeling rather hungry the boy thought about going to find that nice Mr. Jouya and food but sadly remembered he had no sight to help him. I-I guess…I ll wait until they come check up on me… The incredible lonely feeling lessened when his hands which had been searching for the blankets fell on the teddy bear Mr. Jouya had given him. Oh…I wish I could see…Speak and remember… Hugging the very soft toy the boy whimpered as he hugged it tighter.



Jooou-ya! Maaala-kai! If you want to eat I suggest you get over here quick before I eat all the pancakes! Malakai gave a mew of disappointment and glanced behind him. Jouya met his eyes and gave a shrug



I ll finish brushing it later alright?



Okay! The younger squiggled out of the shield of blankets and jumped off the couch to hurry to his seat. About to slice his pancake into pieces Malakai stopped and looked over at Jouya who was still standing in the living room. I hope Jou isn t too tired…He must have checked on the boy sometime last night… Smiling at the man s thoughtfulness the youth put his cutlery down.



Are you alright Jouy? He watched the older blink and give him a smile that warmed Malakai s cheeks.



Of course…I m just gonna check on our guest alright? As Jou passed by the man played with the youth s hair letting it comb through the locks. Malakai beamed eyes following the man until he had disappeared down the hall.



Maly your pancakes are going to go cold! Jalena teased as she poked his with a fork.



Oh right! The youth started to eat thoughts still on Jouya.



With slender fingers Jou tucked his long black hair behind a pierced ear and hesitated before tapping gently on the guest s door.



H-Hey Voice rather shaky the man cleared his throat Are you awake in there? Knowing the boy couldn t speak he waited for a few seconds just in case he was interrupting. Tapping once more Jou opened the door to find the boy sitting on the bed crying. Mind blank on what to do he glanced down the hall at the others – they were still eating – and then stepped into the room and shut the door behind him. The boy had brought the blankets around him and was hugging the teddy bear tightly in his arms. Silent sobs shook the thin boy s shoulders obviously upset. Coughing quietly Jou watched the boy stiffen and stop his crying as long as he could as if he was listening.



It s me… The man said softly and was surprised to see the boy let got of the teddy bear with one hand and started reaching out.



W-Where are you? The boy was asked suddenly abandoning the bear to search him out. Jou paused then let his fingers meet the other s. The boy s tear-filled eyes shut and the boy suddenly hugged his hand to him grip just as tight as it had been on the bear. Jou s eyes widened as the boy started to sob again



W-What s wrong? Why are you crying?



He got no answer.



There now…Isn t that better? Voice soft Jouya set down the brush and admired the glossy purple locks. Running his fingers through the tresses the man smiled and offered a small handful to the boy Here. Their fingers touched and Jou swore he could feel even if it was for only a second. This boy…He seems to harbor something that makes…one feel? The man had to admit there was some kind of air that hung around the strange boy comforting and relaxing. Jou heard the boy give a happy cry and turned those sightless bright lavender eyes at him. I-It s all nice and brushed…T-Thank you Mr. Jouya!



Haha…The pleasure was mine… It was true Jou s fingers itched to return to those soft although slightly greasy locks that ran to the boy s mid-back. He paused eyeing their guest



We need a name for you still…Can you remember anything at all?



No… Sensing the boy s sadness almost though he didn t know why he had no heart Jouya smiled kindly.



It s alright. My friends and I will help you find a name until you can remember yours. Oh that reminds me are you hungry?



With tired fingers Malakai snipped off another leaf from one of his precious plants. This latest scheme of his was to take off all the unneeded leaves so the stem wouldn t have to hold so much thus letting it live longer from the lack of strain. Oh…This isn t working… The familiar sting at his eyes told him he d cry again soon so he almost threw the scissors on the ground but stopped himself. Trying to remember what his sister told him he closed his eyes and took a deep breath trying to relax. That explosive feeling in his muscles disappeared and set the scissors down on the table next to him. Where is Jou-ya…? Missing the older man s calming presence Malakai jumped up from the floor but stopped to scoot his plant into the spot of sunlight that spilled through the curtains of the living room. Smiling he started down the hall but stopped.

Hey Malakai could you give me a hand?



Jou-ya! He stopped when he saw that the boy Jou held by the hands jump terribly. Covering his mouth he murmured an apology



I-I m sorry…I didn t mean to startle you…



I-it s okay…



Hey! You can talk!



No he can t Malakai. Let me explain I think he can-



But I heard him!



What s going on you two? Jalena had abandoned her book that she was reading and strode over to the kitchen entrance curious. Oh he s awake! That s great! Is he hungry? She waited patiently then frowned I thought you said he could talk Malakai…?



But he answered didn t you hear him? Jalena frowned even more and glanced at Jouya to see if this was a joke. The man wouldn t meet her gaze



Umm…Are you hungry? She waited a few seconds.



He said yes but it was very quiet so I don t blame you if you didn t hear it this time. Malakai informed her brightly.



Jalena frowned But I can t hear him.



***




Malakai hadn t stopped asking their guest questions and seemed oblivious to the rather reluctant replies giving during breakfast. Although the older man always sat next to Malakai Jou seated himself on the guest s side assisting the younger in eating and finding things on the table. An odd feeling in his chest made him glance up at Malakai across the table and was surprised to see those black eyes staring at him with pain and longing. Wait a minute…How can I feel or sense what Malakai is feeling?? Jou blinked and suddenly glanced at the new boy next to him saw him smiling slightly trusting and waiting for another lead in the right direction. If only Jally was here…She could explain everything to me… The older gave a sigh for once wishing that she didn t have a performance that day but the girl was adamant that she would perform in hopes others might feel. True he was proud that the young girl believed so strongly that she could help others but now he slightly regretted the girl s stubbornness. Tearing away from his thoughts Jou helped the purple-haired boy with eating



Here…Open your mouth… Motions slow and careful the man fed the boy. Jouya found it hard under Malakai s hurt gaze.



Malakai Jou noticed was rather hyper after breakfast not that Jou was complaining too much. It was rare to find the youth so vibrant the man guessed it was their guest s presence that instilled the youth with such zeal. How can his mere presence affect us so?… Jouya was watching the boy sit across from him as he brushed Malakai s brown locks. What is it about him that calls out to what was lost so long ago… He knew full well that without a heart one couldn t feel or differentiate emotions but since this boy s arrival both he and Malakai who both lost their hearts could feel. How is that possible? Although the black-eyed youth s hair had been free from tangles for a long time Jou still ran the brush through the smooth hair. The action was comforting something he would always do and found a calming effect on his mind and heart whatever was left of it. Jou spared a glanced down at Malakai who was leaning back against his chest as he sat perched on the armrest of the couch. Him and his silly antics… Surprisingly enough Malakia hadn t been brought down much by his lack of feeling he was still rather optimistic and the tantrums at his misfortune had lessen greatly since the incident . The incident… Stopping his hands Jouya felt his heart wrench at the mere memory that was suddenly called up after thinking of the word.



***



The phone s ringing!



Got it!



Malakai who is it?







Mally? What s wrong? W-why are you crying?



M-Mom and dad…They…



T-They re what? Mala give me the phone!







O-Oh gods! J-Jou! Jou!



What is it? What happened?



G-Gods! Mal-Malakai! Your eyes!



Sirens.




***



Malakai frowned Jou s brushing had stopped. In hopes to get the older man s attention he gave a mew of disappointment. Still not getting a response he tilted his head back to see what Jou was doing he didn t expect the man s eyes to be closed.



Jou? His loud whisper seemed to startle their guest and he gave a shaky smile Sorry… He said directing it to the quiet purple-haired boy. Jou-Ya…. Turning up again he gave a pout and nudged the man s ribs gently Jou Jou are you alright?



What?



Giggle. Are you alright? You got all…Thoughtful there and I missed feeling the brushing moving in my hair.



Brush?



You stopped silly. Malakai suddenly found himself wrapped up in the older man s arms felt them snake around his thin frame and hug him tightly. The youth s black eyes curved upwards in a smile as he closed his eyes relishing the hug no matter how often he got them they were always cherished. Leaning back in the embrace he nearly purred when Jou s hands tightened their hold. But…I sense something…Something like pain from Jou-Ya…. His black eyes opened slowly lips pursed slightly as he thought through what his heart told him.



Jou-Ya…How come you feel sad? He felt the older stiffen slightly and Malakai nodded I can feel pain or something coming from you…How come I can feel? I haven been able to since…That night… His tone was still quiet soft and child-like as he turned slightly to look up at Jouya. The man s crimson eyes were open



I don t know…



I-I shouldn t be here…This is…private and for them… The boy untensed his body feeling extremely tired. He had figured out that when he thought spoke they could hear easily and sometimes managed to hear his own personal thoughts. Finding that if he mentally willed himself to be closed off to them he could keep his thoughts from what he wished to voice or speak out loud. It felt odd listening to only voices and being able to hear only the lack of speech and sight really impaired much of his usefulness. It hurt to breath and it really hurt his cut-up shoulder blades when he made the slightest movement. The medicine that that kind girl gave him earlier helped alot although the slight discomfort now wasn t very enjoyable.Sitting cross-legged on the couch he kept his hands on his lap fidgeting with the soft cushion he was given.



I wonder…If they are together.. So many questions he wanted to ask but most were unneeded and just part of his curiousness to what they looked like among other things. He blinked a couple times hoping his vision was really getting better. There was a very slight change in what he could see – rather than complete darkness he could detect a very dark grey shade. At least…The change was big enough for me to notice…



Look Jou! The older man felt the youth sudden wriggle in his still tight hold and reluctantly let the boy go. Malakai gave a laugh and opened the curtains more Look! Look! The angels in the sky are ruffling their wings!



What? Jou blinked. An odd way to put it…But it is Malakai… Following the youth he realized that the youth was right the sky was filled with white snowflakes.



W-What…What are angels? Confusion took over Jouya once more didn t he know what angels were? Everyone knew of the legendary ethereal creatures that lived in the sky.



N-no…That was me… Turning Jou remembered their guest for the moment Oh…I-I m sorry I was lost in thought there…Angels are-



Angels are the people in the sky with really white wings and little crowns of gold. They live up in the clouds and when they shake their wings their feathers fall to Earth here and cover everything with snow! Jou smiled affectionately shaking his head at Malakai s excited explanation as he skipped over to sit next to the purple-haired boy. And they re everywhere! They can fly around without flapping their wings sometimes and they take care of the rain and sunshine! Some people actually curse Angels sometimes! Some are angry at Angels for letting everyone on Earth be sad and lose their hearts…



Angels…They…They sound beautiful..But L-Lose their hearts? What do you mean?



Jou listened carefully and kept an ear on when the youth told too much about this rather sensitive subject. He didn t want the boy to know that they didn t have hearts most shunned heartless people saying that they weren t worth any time because they were so depressed or something relating to it. They don t know that they could lose their hearts in seconds like I did… Jou leaned against the couch now vacant of Malakai and watched the two younger boys interact. Malakai was holding the guest s hands playing with his fingers at times as he rattled on about the heartless society and all it had to offer and didn t. I like their eyes…Both of theirs… There was something about seeing completely black eyes and brilliantly colored eyes… Like puzzle pieces finding their lock and key…



-doesn t know how to tell what this is and what that is… It s very not fun you know… Jou and me both of us-



Dammit! He s going to tell! Jou thought quickly



H-Hey Malakai look outside…



Blink. I already did Jou-Ya. And I told you that it s snowing.



Yeah but what about your flowers?



Jou-Ya! What am I gonna do? W-Where are the scissors? They ll get cold! I m not gonna let them die!



***




The young one was silent the only exception was the few sniffles he gave as he slept. A stab of guilt flowed through Jou s heart whatever was left of it and tousled the boy s hair with gentle hands. Malakai had attempted to save his precious plants once more realizing that the snow and cold would try and kill them but he gave up after some time and shed tears. Now that the boy was asleep Jouya glanced at their guest still sitting and unmoving as he looked around the room. His large bright eyes gazed around blinking here and there in a rather cute fashion. With a small chuckle Jou shifted Malakai s head onto his knee guessing the height of the chair s armrest would strain the younger s neck even more and then turned his attention on the strange boy with the colored eyes.



Do you have any where else to go?



He jumped eyes darting to where he heard the voice penetrate his circling thoughts. Mind going blank he didn t answer still trying to find the source of the voice. The man asked him again and this time he narrowed down his focus to a place on his left he felt proud of himself before the pain and worry of his situation set in. I don t think so…I can t…I can t remember Mr. Jouya… He waited for an answer but after a few seconds guessed he wouldn t get one. Switching back to his personal thoughts he wondered what they man would ask him – maybe he wasn t wanted here? Sadness swept into his heart knowing that his guess was probably true. Looking around the room again trying to find the man again he paused. A very light sound met his ears it sounded like wind. B-breathing? He focused and rose so he was kneeling as he lifted his gaze up from the sound of breathing. Guessing he was seeing the man eye to eye he opened his mind for more talking .



Would you…like me to go? I mean…If I am trouble I can find someplace to…to stay instead. He blinked Mr. Jouya… He added remembering manners and politeness where had he learned it he wondered.



I didn t mean that it s just that I was wondering if you re family would worry for you.



-get into trouble! The Anointed Ones will find out and both of you will suffer the consequences!



I don t care! It s just a little fun! Besides him here and I don t have anyone to hold an argument over our bad actions .



-Doubt you ll get away with it…




* * *



Whatever it was something clicked in the boy s mind – he was being referred to as him here . The words sounded vaguely familiar as if he had seen or heard it before in the past long ago. I-I…I have no one… He clutched his chest feeling pain there. It spread and he winced as it the feeling hammered into him once more.



Are-are you alright? Are your injuries bothering you? The man s kind voice broke his thoughts and he shook his head I…hurt? Did he? He couldn t tell and soon he was shocked to feel water falling down his face. The boy let his fingers slide down the side of his face tracing the warm trail of…of what? I-I can t remember…There…There was a special name for them too… He had felt the strange water earlier that morning and Mr. Jouya had been there to help him too. He blinked away the water and wiped at his face with the back of his hand that was unbandaged.



I have no one Mr. Jouya…



Oi can I have a schedule for your performances? Oh and can I request a song for you to sing tomorrow? Questions bombarded the young singer who blushed a light pink and asked for a pen and some paper. Her fans which were many always made her smile. Scribbling down her week s schedule Jalena glanced around at the group of people thrilled to see some of their eyes brighter than before. It was the best profit – knowing she was helping them relearn to find their hearts and mend them.



There you go Sir I hope you return tomorrow night! The girl beamed at the enthusiastic nod and shook her long green hair from her eyes as she glanced at the clock on the bar s wall. Time to get home…



I am sorry but I have to return home now. Please come again tomorrow at the same time and thank you very much for staying for my songs!



She gently pushed her way through the crowd lyric sheets and own microphone packed away in her backpack. She caught Axel s gaze who nodded and waved a goodbye which she returned with a smile. Leaving the bar the girl looked up at the snowing sky and gave a laugh as the angel s feathers as Malakai called them fell on her face. They tickled and made her happiness double at the thought of being home soon seeing her brother. She loved him dearly her younger brother he was still himself even without a heart. I wonder how he ll take this guest of ours…That boy seems to like comfort as well… With a small giggle Jalena made her way down the street. People that she knew waved and others nodded their head to the well-known girl many in her district knew her as the girl that sang her heart out for others.



Meow?



She paused and glanced at her right. It was that alley the one where she found that strange boy in. And that cat… Something clicked in her mind – That cat! The…The boy kept stopping and reaching out behind him the whole way when I took him to the apartments…M-Maybe the cat is his! Dropping her bag on the snowy ground the girl hesitated before stepping into the alley making small coaxing noises



Here kitty…Here kitty! Voice soft she pushed her bangs away from her face as she leaned down trying to get level with where the cat might be.



He stopped meowing and emerged from between the garbage cans he had been hiding behind. Bright golden eyes fell unblinkingly on the human girl surprised this creature wasn t as dumb as the other humans he had encountered in this form. But then again…They are humans… Meowing once more he expected the girl to let out a squeal like that last female human and pinch at his fur but it never happened.



Hey…There you are… She crouched low one hand on the freezing ground the other reaching out very slowly towards him. Once again Domanis was surprised – the girl kept her movements slow and predictable not erratic. His still aching ears where thankful for the gentle touch she gave to him when he made his way to her offered hand. That little human earlier…I don t think my ears or memory will ever let that one go…



The human girl s fingers ran across his ears slow and careful as she giggled quietly when he started to purr. I guess I ll let myself purr…I did manage to find her… Allowing him the small pleasure he let her run her small hand down his glossy furred back.



I m sorry little Cat. I didn t realize you might have belonged to that boy…Come on I ll take you home to your owner…



That s right…Ranae technically belongs to me…



The human girl shushed him when he started to meow in protest he did not want to be carried around like some unintelligent domesticated creature. But she didn t put him down only stroked his ears



Hush now…You must have been here all night and day…I m sorry for leaving you here by yourself… Her words didn t heal his pride whatever was left after being demoted to use a cat s form forgoing his ethereal body and splendor. Still struggling Domanis felt the human girl hug him closer not too tight yet firm enough to let him know he was staying there.



Your paws must be frozen little Cat…I know you don t like it but I ll carry you home. It s not too far but I don t want you any colder… The thoughtfulness of the human girl surprised him and inwardly shrugged the girl did have logic for indeed his paws were near frozen. Ceasing his cries he curled closer in the girl s arms having to admit that it felt rather nice to be treated with this much kindness at home he was seen as an abomination because of his split bloodline. But let s not dwell on that… His heart ached – he missed his ward greatly no matter how upset he acted at being assigned to watch over the Fallen angel. I told you…Swore to you Ranae…That I d watch over you… And he was on his way to fulfilling his promise.



The snow kept falling sprinkling his black fur with the white shards of frozen water. With a quiet meow Domanis bit back his pride and better judgment and rested his head on the girl s shoulder. He missed Ranae s warm aura that certain air around him that made him feel at ease that feeling was rare to Domanis. But…But he won t return home now…They took his wings away…And they banished the others… It wasn t fair! He glared up at the sky cursing the great rulers of the sky – they knew Ranae did not do the forbidden but still cast him out of their realm. Knowing that the angel hadn t been prepared for his Falling Domanis bit back a pained meow at the thought of his ward

Young gays get ass-spanked





Young gays get ass-spanked

Young gays get ass-spanked

The Doctor Is In

It was my first day back at work after spending two great weeks in Marbella with my wife it was the first time for over eighteen years we were able to go on holiday without our son who had now grown up and was old enough to look after himself.



As usual the first day back after a break can be very hectic and I was dashing from one office to another arranging various meetings and so forth when all of a sudden I was forced to sit down as I found difficulty breathing and a sharp pain in my chest.



It eventually subsided and I was able to resume my work but at the back of my mind was a fear that something was definitely wrong.



Being of the grand old age of fifty I thought it wise to visit my local doctor and when she told me she suspected a heart problem my world almost fell apart.



Luckily my job came with private medical insurance so within a week an appointment had been made to see a heart specialist and after a meeting with him for twenty minutes an exercise ECG was arranged for the following day.



One week later I was back with the specialist and the news was not good the ECG had shown some irregularities with my heart and this time an angiagram was arranged.



As I lay in the hospital bed after the angiagram the specialist arrived with the result and once again the news was no better he diagnosed angina and gave me a prescription for some tablets to ease the problem.



After two more visits to the specialist I was still suffering slightly with mild chest pains and another ECG was arranged plus a blood test to check my cholesterol level.



A week after I arranged to see the specialist again for what I hoped to be the last visit to find out the results from the tests.



As I walked into his office he was very polite and upbeat as he invited me to sit down.



“James the recent tests were very good it appears that the tablets are working well however the blood test shows you have a cholesterol lever of 5.9 so I’m afraid it’s more tablets for you ” he said as he handed me a prescription.



“How bad is it?” I enquired.



“Not that bad but let me check your blood pressure would you mind removing your shirt please and lay on the bed ” he asked politely.



I removed my shirt and lay down while he checked my blood pressure and then checked me over with his stethoscope.



“Your blood pressure is fine however with your permission I would like to conduct another test to see how you respond as your heart beats faster. Would you mind removing the rest of your clothes and lay back on the bed ” he said.



I was slightly mystified but did as he asked by removing my clothes and lying down again.



“This is slightly unorthodox but will give me a clear indication of how well the tablets are working so please bare with me while I do this.”



His hand grasped my penis and he gently ran his fingers up and down even in my confused state my penis was getting hard and causing me some embarrassment.



As my penis grew he took a firm grip and the only way I can describe it was he was wanking me off and even though I had never been touched by a man and the thought alone I found repulsive it was a pleasant feeling. I could feel my orgasm getting close and he seemed to sense it also and removed his hand. Once again he checked my blood pressure and seemed pleased by the result as he asked me to turn over.



“What I am going to do now may seem very out of the ordinary but please trust me that this is the best way for me to find out if everything is okay.”



Out of the corner of my eye I saw him undressing and I was about to get up to leave when his hands pressed against my shoulders pushing me back down.



“I would like you to raise your backside and support yourself on your knees ” he said.



I did as he asked and while I was in this position I felt a cold jelly like substance being rubbed into my arse hole. Then he inserted a finger inside me causing me to jerk forward he whispered in my ear to relax. I could now feel his cock against my hole my brain was saying this couldn’t be right but how could I argue with a specialist. The first couple of inches slipped inside me the pain was intense and I let out a groan as he pushed further into me. He took me through the pain barrier and I could now feel his balls against my arse as his entire cock penetrated me. There was no movement as I became used to having my hole filled and as soon as he felt me relax he pulled his cock backwards before plummeting once more deep into me I was beginning to enjoy the feel as he struck up a steady rhythm. I couldn’t believe I was being fucked by a man but the feeling inside me was amazingly nice and I could feel my cock throbbing as I neared a climax just then he let out a long moan and I could feel his warm liquid exploding inside me causing me to come as well. I lay exhausted his hot body still pressing down on me never before had I experienced anything so wild so taboo but so wonderful. He climbed off me and once more took my blood pressure and informed me all was well.



As I left his office I could still feel an ache in my arse but the ache wanted filling once more and now I looked forward to my next visit but sorry that it was three months away.


boy takes a monster





Nasty boy takes a monster dildo

Nasty boy takes a monster dildo

Moving Day Memories

(…father-in-law-confidential – Prequel)



As with most works of fiction there is plenty of real life experience blended into this story. This actually happened – up to a point… Enjoy. -GJ



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I had boxed up everything in my three room basement apartment and was waiting patiently for my father-in-law Edward to arrive with his pickup truck. School was over and I was moving back in with my in-laws for the summer break and I was glad to be finally getting out of the place. I had been renting the basement of this small house all year and while the folks upstairs were nice they were just a bit too intrusive for an older student who wanted his privacy. However it was a Tuesday morning and by 8 A.M. the upstairs was empty and the entire house lay silent above me as I sat looking out the ground level basement window watching for Edward to arrive.



The new summer breeze was cool and sweet and I sat quietly looking up at the clouds with growing anticipation of Edwards arrival. I had a secret crush on him for years. Physically he was a ruggedly handsome bear about 5 5 and portly — a mature physique I like to call it with a little salt and pepper hair around the temples. He had a warm inviting smile that could melt an iceberg and he was friendly and fair and was always will to help others. His no nonsense masculine attitude was always balanced with his gentle demeanor making him a most huggable 60ish bear.



Apparently Edward was as much of a bull as he was a bear. My wife had commented on more than one occasion of her father s seemingly insatiable appetite for sex as her mother had confided to her that nightly was the norm. Also at two different occasions I remembered him describing himself as having a big one but I paid no mind to his bragging until some time later when talking about honeymoons and my mother-in-law spoke of how afraid she was when she (a young virgin at the time) saw the size of him on their wedding night. Their honeymoon consisted mainly of him breaking her of her fear of his big one – he was a very kind gentle man with no hang-ups about sex and he apparently taught her well from the beginning. Over the years I had built up quite a mystique over the man and my lust for this horny old bear lead me to many a ball busting fantasy sessions.



I was sweating both from the morning sun beating down on me and from the lusty thoughts I was having imagining my big hairy bear Edward shagging his wife with his big one. Bordering on obsession I had many of those don t think about a white elephant situations whenever I was around him. I was consumed with thoughts of just how big is it? and I was intent on trying to estimate measurements of his cock and balls by constantly crotch watching him at each and every opportunity. I closed my eyes and recalled an image of him sitting in his lazy boy with his dark grey chest hair over flowing the opening of his white V-neck under shirt. He wore thin suspenders clipped onto his relaxed loose fitting blue jeans and the crotch clearly outlined a full round package pressing outward with the promise of a substantial twig and berries. My cock was stiff as I continued to remember various glimpses of his packaged goods and I unzipped my jeans and stroked myself slowly as I waited for him to arrive.



Minutes later he still hadn t shown up so I decided to take a quick shower to freshen up before he arrived and I stripped naked and tossed my clothes in a pile by the window. My mind was still conjuring up all kinds of images of Edward s horny old body and my cock begged to be stroked so I lingered with glazed eyes by the window stroking my cock with more intensity than before.



With my cock still in my hand I watched his truck pull in off the road. The basement window was level with my head so Edward couldn t see me as he pulled up the long drive. I had a few minutes before he actually got to the house and my mind was racing fully aroused partially insane with lust as I decided what to do next.



With no time to think anything through I dashed to the bathroom leaving the door wide open and climbed into the shower. The shower was on the far wall of the small bath directly across from the open door. What made this decision so exciting for me was the clear vinyl shower curtain which was completely transparent except for the water droplets on its inner surface. An accidental moment of voyeurism would be awaiting Ed when he made it to the doorway and I was shuddering with excitement as my crazy plan unfolded. I really didn t know to expect but this innocent act of accidental exhibitionism was worth the risk.



I blasted the shower and started stroking my cock. I quickly worked up a lather of shampoo on my head and I heard him calling my name as he entered my box filled apartment. I pretended not to hear him. When I knew he was standing in the doorway I thrust my head under the shower spray and grabbed hold of my throbbing cock again. The sound of soap and water slopping about the shower created quite a din that could easily account for why I didn t hear him should he ask. My fist pounded my cock with loud sloshing sucking sounds as the soap and water ran down my chest and over my cock and balls. Edward didn t make another sound but from the corner of my eye I could see his silhouette in the door way blocking the light from the window. A did a quick tip of my head and I could clearly see that he stood in the doorway watching in silence.



A minute later I groaned an obviously orgasmic groan as I pumped a load out onto the shower floor and watched it wash down the drain. I rinsed off and shut down the shower. The hot steam was rising as I pulled back the curtain and with half closed eyes I fumbled for a towel I knew wasn t there. More dramatic effect I hoped. You looking for this? Edward said as he handed me a towel.



Um what? I asked trying to sound startled standing there dripping with my cock still semi hard How long have you been here?



Long enough to know you cleaned more than just behind your ears. he said smiling with squinted eyes.



I visually assessed the effect my show might have had on him. I quickly scanned down his shirt down over his perfectly round belly past his black belt to his crotch region hoping for some sign of life on Jupiter. My breath stopped and I froze. There was definitely something going on down there because there was a noticeable increase in the size of his package something visibly pressing along the length of the zipper on his pants.



Before I could stop myself I blurted out Sometimes you have to do a one man play. I see you approve of my performance? I tried to divert my gaze by towel drying my hair.



Hell we ve all played that part before son don t you worry he said chuckling. That s nothing to be ashamed of but I ve never been one for going solo unless I had to.



Without a pause taking me completely off guard he turned sideways toward the toilet right next to me and unzipped and pulled his cock out. Christ I ve had to piss for the past 45 minutes and I can t hold it any longer.



I watched what seemed like a slow motion replay as he held his semi engorged trouser snake in his hand and began to void his bladder. A heavy forceful stream of liquid gold flew from the tip of his wide fat cock head battering the bowl and turning the water to thick frothy bubbles like the head on an expensive ale.



What s that? he asked turning to face to me while continuing to pee.



Did I say something? I asked forcing myself to lift my eyes from his beautiful cock.



I thought I heard you say WOW he said chucking again and he smiled down at his dripping cock as he finished his pee It s been know to have that effect on people.



I had no doubt that the word WOW had escaped my lips as my jaw fell open while watching him do his job in the toilet. My wildest fantasy of this man packing such a long thick member was fully realized. My cock hardened again and gave me away – I was hot for the old bull and I was hoping he d approve.



The time for caution was over.



You want to wash off? I have an extra towel in a box over there I said stepping out of the shower onto the bath mat on the floor behind him.



There was a slight pause before he responded.



I haven t showered yet today I got up so damn early to drive out here. The folks up stairs are all gone out? Edward asked still holding his cock out over the toilet.



For the day I think. I said.



Without another word Edward slipped his cock back into his pants and proceeded to pulled his golf shirt up over his head revealing his fur covered chest in all it s grey glory. I was mesmerized as I watched him lean back against the vanity unbuckle his pants and then step out of them one leg at a time. His white Fruit of the Loom briefs were filled to capacity at the groin and the outline of his semi hard member wrapping down over his ball sack was clearly visible. His fur covered chest was mostly grey around the nipples and between his titties but jet black down over his belly and around his belly button. I visually followed a wide trail of black hairs from his navel that disappeared down into his underwear in startling contrast to the whiteness of his briefs. I found this image sensual and arousing.



So the stories are true I said while eyeballing his package.



That all men are equal until they meet in the shower? he asked grinning.



You ve just proven that! But I remember you mentioning that you Had a big one and Jesus you weren t kidding!



Well when you got it flaunt it. Edward said and I m not one to exaggerate the facts. And with that he turned and leaned over the tub and turned the water on in the shower. While he tested the water and adjusted for temperature I grabbed hold of my cock and stroked it behind the veil of my towel while watching him from behind. I loved the way his white briefs pulled tight over his ass and I could see the shadow of his ass crack through the thin cotton. The urge to reach out and run my hand along the crack and curves of his ass was intense.



When the water was just right he turned and balanced himself on the vanity and slipped his thumbs into the elastic waistband of his briefs pealed them down and stepped out of them. He seemed not to notice that I just stood and stared — I was unable to make sense of that I was seeing.



Edward was built like a big old bull from heaven. His thick crop of pubic hair framed a most delicious looking center piece and the angle of his pubic bone served up his cock and balls as if on a small platter. His cock and balls looked heavy and substantial. They were a toasty dark brown and his nuts hung in dark contrast against his milky un-tanned thighs. My cock began to throb at the height of its hardness and I moved the towel in front of me once again. He climbed into the shower and I continued to take care of business.



I watched him through the clear shower curtain as he let the water soak into his hair. He turned once wetting his body and then reached for the shampoo and began washing his hair. I pulled slowly on my cock as I watched him work up lather and then shampoo his chest hair. I watched him slather shampoo foam down over his belly and into his pubic patch. He worked up some suds in the hairs there and swirled his cock and balls around in the foam. I watched him carefully and I could clearly see him glancing at me through the curtain as he went through the motions. My cock ached for release. I watched him take hold of his suds covered cock and pull it a few times while cleaning around the head with his fingers.



He pulled back the curtain and said Solo just doesn t work for me. Do you mind giving me a hand?



I hesitated not sure what he meant and when he noticed I wasn t moving he said Come on now I don t bite. I just need you to wash my back.



Oh. Sure. I said moving to the edge of the tub.



You can t get the job done from out there son. Get in here. It s no different than if we were at the gym shower.



Yeah right I thought.



I stepped into the shower and I swear I was so hot I would have burst into flames had it not been for the spray from the shower. There wasn t a whole lot of room and I stood behind Edward with his back facing me. He twisted backwards and squirted some shampoo in my hand. I began to gently soap him up. He was incredibly hairy all over his back and I was again turned on by this beautiful bear under my hands. I worked up a nice lather all over his back and began to press a little harder with my hands. I grabbed hold of both sides of his neck muscles and worked the muscles firmly with my thumbs. He rolled his head from side to side.



God that feels terrific he said and I could feel him lean back against my hands prompting me to press harder Just keep going son.



I let my hands drop to his lower back. I worked the soap into the area just over his buttocks pressing firmly with my thumbs into the muscles there. He leaned forward and placed his hands on the shower wall in front of him and pushed his ass a little higher in the air. I let my hands fall just a little lower. He pushed his ass back against my hands. I ventured a little lower and had my hands down over his ass cheeks. I began to knead the flesh like warm bread dough and he pushed back harder grinding his ass in small circles.



If it feels good do it he said still grinding his ass So don t stop what your doing son. Your hands on my ass feels fantastic.



He didn t have to ask me twice. I worked up a rich lather over his small hairy ass. He stood up and reached back and grabbed both my hands and pulled me up against his back. My raging hard on pointing skyward nestled in the crack of his ass. My arms were wrapped around his barreled chest and with his hands on mine he guided me down through his wet matted chest hairs and he dwelled long enough to let me twist his nipples between my thumb and fore finger before he forced my hands down over his big hard belly. My hands passed slowly through his pubic patch and I loved the feel of his coarse hairs all wet and slick as they passed between my fingers. He was grinding his ass back hard into my throbbing cock when he forced my hand down onto his thick fully erect member.



I gasped and my breath caught in my chest.



You think I don t know that you want to feel my big cock in your hand? Edward rasped guiding my hand over the length of his rigid member I told you I don t like going solo. And judging from the cock against my ass you are more than happy to help out. Edward said.



Happy was not even close – heart stopping earth shaking was more like it. His cock was slick with soap and I ran my fist down over the length of his long thick cock. My knees weakened but I held on tight. His cock head was fully engorged and inflated and I rubbed my fingers over the big slippery knob. His cock was so big and hard it arched slightly upward to the right like a massive limb on a majestic oak tree.



I sank to my knees in the shower and buried my face into the crack of his ass. Water rushed passed my lips as I continued to suck and tongue at his hairy wet hole and I reached up between his legs to fondle him again.



I found his balls thick and round and still slick with suds and I rolled them around playfully balancing them on the back of my hand like two hefty stones in a wet sack. I reached up and grasped his rigid member in my fist and I stroked him completely and firmly working the length of his shaft while continuing to press my tongue into his tight hot ass. Grasping his member in my fist I could literally support my weight as I hung from his massive branch.



I pulled my hands back and quickly started massaging his ass hole with my index finger. He pushed back onto it as I got a second finger inside him. I moved it in and out and pulled it from side to side to loosen him up. I pushed a third finger into his ass and he let out a groan.



Ohhhh yeah that feels good son he said catching his breath show daddy what you got.



I stood up close behind him and pushed the head of my cock into his loosening ass hole and began to fuck him.



I want to make you feel good pop I said and I reached around and pounded on his hard cock once more which was throbbing harder than ever in my little hand. Before I knew what was happening I was releasing a load of cum into his ass. I finished quickly and Edward turned round and forced me to my knees in the tub. The hot shower spray was hitting his back as he grabbed hold of his cock and began stroking it hard and fast aiming his one eyed monster into my open mouth.



I m cumming! he gasped.



I grabbed hold of his tight wet ball sack and I could feel the muscle under his big nuts flexing as he erupted. I stuck out my tongue and opened my mouth. He held my head steady and sprayed his thick white seed into my mouth. I swallowed his spunk as Ed planted his cock head into my mouth. With both hands on my head he pumped his hips and plunged his cock down my throat. My pain was his pleasure and with watering eyes I moved under the guidance of his strong persuasive hands. His cock was not softening and continued to stay hard. He slowed down to a sensual rhythmic grind running almost the full length of his cock past my lips.



I watched him fuck my mouth for several minutes. I looked up into his soft gently face and watched him close his eyes and heard him whisper bits of ooooh ahhhh Soooo niiiii sssss .



I ran my hand back under his balls and found his ass hole once again. I worked my fingers back into him as best I could while kneeling in front of him. He bent his knees slightly as if to urge me deeper into his beautiful butt.



Fuck my ass son. Fuck my ass while I wash your tonsils. The next thing I knew he was head fucking me harder than before. I pushed my fingers into him while twisting my hand slightly and buried my fingers past the knuckle. My thumb was pressing on the muscle between his ass hole and his ball sack and I gripped him with my two fingers planted deep inside him.



Edward gasped Ummm suck that cock son. Oooooo Jesus! Yeahhhhh and I felt him shudder and pulse in my throat as he unloaded a second round of hot jism into my belly.



Ummmm was all I could say as he stood before me with his cock in my mouth. I just listened sucking gently motionless while his breathing slowly returned to normal.



He began pulling his meat out of my mouth as I sucked hard on his waning erection and there was a wet pop as the head of his cock escaped my lips. I looked up at my beautiful bear of a man amazed that I had managed to get so much of his big fat cock into my mouth. I was equally amazed at the double header — I had tasted two loads of cum from this amazing old bear. I pulled him close and nestled my face against his crotch pressing the hot flesh of his monster cock and balls to my cheek feeling his wet pubes tickle my face. I reached up and took his cock in my fist holding it down near the base with my pinky nestled into his pubic hairs and there was a good two and a half inches of cock hanging out of the other end of my fist – Ed was a magnificent man with a cock to match.



I love you pop I said looking up into his smiling face. I sucked the deflated head of his cock into my mouth and cleaned him with my tongue making swirl after swirl over the knob.



I love you too son. But lets not get caught in here so we can do this again some time and he smiled with his big squinted eyes I have much much more still to teach you.